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 Although yesterday was 13th, i still feel sadddddddddd. I don't know, maybe it's really my fault and not his. I was wrong, i never think before doing it. I was stupid. but at the same time, the words he said to me was really really hurtful. I really can't explain how i felt yesterday. It was horrible. He wanted to create a small blissful celebration but i destroyed everything. yes, it was me. Maybe because, i took him for granted. Maybe because all the boys who left me, is my fault. i took all of them for granted. i totally don't deserve this best gift from God. i know, he deserve a better girl. but i don't know why, he just don't wanna let me go. I wish, i could know the reason for all this. Yesterday, he changed to be a total different person. a person whom i don't recognise. I wanted to cry everything out, but i left with no tears. I can do nothing even if i were to cry out blood. Things won't change, it is the way it is now. maybe, God has a reason why things turn out this way. i wish i knew, i wish i could change things to the way it is. I wish... :'(Labels: baby hurt me alot
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