He Was Her Life , She Was His Story

pissed _|_

2011-12-01T04:03:00.000-08:00

nothing much to post. just went for lunch with parents and little monster.

hm, had a little tiff with the boy due to Atirah and Gautham.

fuck la, aku pulak kene. wa pey sottttttt.

then jump off the building la what la, nonsense you'know him! tsktsktsk.

chitttt, handphone i jatuh. aduh, hati saket sangat :( okay bye.

every now and than, we shall look at the brighter side of life.

2011-11-29T00:55:00.000-08:00

And so, i decided to try bangs. hmm, the boy say naise, but but, im afraid it doesn't go well with my face. but oh well, i did it alr. haha, so apparently, just now, went to buy books with parents and lil monster, like finally. hah! but the uniform? must go up till Hougang there leh, aiyah, so lazyyyyyyy. now, looking at my books, i just can't stop thinking of whats gonna happen next year. aiyoh, so scared le. Im not ready yet you'know! anywayyyyy, this Monday, 5th December, can't wait! Will be going out with Charles, Myra and the boy! yey, couple date. sukenyeeeeee. k im so excited you'know! on the other hand, this Saturday is the boy's competition, im really hoping that he could win this competition this time round *cross finger* :( okay bye :/

Gifted.

2011-11-17T21:16:00.000-08:00

so this phone looks like my phone, but the colour and design is a little different. papa brought me new phone since my last phone was like a vegetable to me alrrrrrr. okay, anyway, on the other note, papa said it's because i passed my end of year thats why he willing to buy for me. hohohoho. But i must say a big thanks to the boy for pushing me to study, if not, i wouldn't even want to study. hahahaha -.-

So currently, am missing my nephews and nieces! My grandmother will be going home the day after tmr, which is Sunday. zzz, why so fast. eh no, like fast only time flies. later, i will have to follow mama for eiliyah's parents & teachers meeting, ohhhhhh, little monster so big alr till we need to have parents & teachers meeting. aiyayai. twitter is being so annoying currently, i dont know why. Zzz. alright, bye :P

pissed _|_

2011-11-11T18:31:00.000-08:00

Was totally pissed with this guy above. How can i not be pissed, we planned everything for today which is Saturday, in the end he just have to turn everything upside down. Like wah piang ah. Was totally upset till i scolded him vulgarities ACCIDENTALLY :/ I really didn't mean it, i mean, okay he gotta understand that i was already excited when i wanted to meet him, it's been like a week since we last met, and yet, he just have to turn everything to be like this. How sad could i get?! He could even say that he'll follow my parents on Sunday, which is tomorrow, so i told him, no. i don't wanna meet him -.- Stupid me. So currently having a tiff, and he off-ed his phone. Tsk!

On the other hand, i've gotten a few jobs calling me, asking if i wanna work at their place. Well, i've rejected a few which contains high pay -.- ! But currently, im thinking shld i like accept this time's offer? o.O Hmmm, I don't have any idea yet. Feeling rather fucked up lately, god knows why. Haiy. right, maybe, i shld think about it first. No mood to blog now. Bye.

so many things has happened with a blink of an eye.

2011-11-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

I read back my blogpost. i realised, i've grown alot. i've changed alot. the girl who only used to be 5 years old has now turned to become a 15 year old teenager. Wow, what a great change. all those ups and downs in life really make me become who i am now. thanks to mama and papa for guiding me all this while, and not to forget, my one and only pumpkin. Danial :D

Surprisingly, i didn't expect us to be this long. 15 month is a huge number, although we're supposed to be further than this. ha ha! we made it through together. if got daughter, no boyfriend for her isitttt? ha ha! Insyallah la okay :) It all lies on God's hands. so currently, little monster had went to school. left me and mama. Will be fetching her later and going library since she wants to borrow books. Now clever alr whaaaaaat. aahahaha! The boy's currently doing spring cleaning at his house. Lol, so cute. right, bye.

patience is bitter, but it bears sweet fruits.

2011-11-07T20:07:00.000-08:00

Had a little tiff with him last night. well, all because of twitter. like fuck ah, who the hell asked that guy to talked to me like that. ya, i was at fault too. i admit my mistakes, but hey everyone makes mistakes right? Who doesn't. I've done my part apologizing, and sorts, and maybe he prefers to pretend, then so be it. What really hurts me a lot is that he has the guts to say that im not matured enough to talk about this. what does this shows? All his ex-es are way too mature? oh please, if they were way to mature, they wouldn't have gone with other guys and play him out. Take A_ _ _ _ _ for example. My goodness. now who's the immature one?

Doesn't mean i make mistake now, i will repeat that mistake many times isn't? I really really reallyyyyy don't understand this. Hmm. but what could i do, i was partly at fault too. i know. i know he can't get over it. he's just pretending just because he heard i was crying last night. i don't blame him. if i were him also, i would have left a person like me. totally pissed, sad, and more of a mixed feeling which is indescribable. Firstly, no trust then no hope. then what? no understanding? what shit is this? Every time he tried to trust, it breaks down again. Like, there's something making us not able to trust each other. Like fuck ah! I really don't understand sia. okay, maybe i should really stop interacting with other people. to be more specific, BOYS.

On a brighter note, he's finally back from Malaysia. was hoping for a nice long chat, in the end, it turns out this way. likkaaa #@$$#%$^%&@#@$!!!!! Okay, cut it out. i shall get my little monster ready for school now. bye :)

pampered myself with beautiful things.

2011-11-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

Hi, meet my little monster! Soooooo cheeky!

hekhek, okay. Let's start.

Hmm, Basically, since my holiday started like a few days ago,

i began to pampered myself with lots of this and thats!

Went movies with sister and little monster.

(sadly, the boy wasn't there) sobs.

watched Jonny English.

A freaking good show, really! Should watch, of course, Rowan Atkinson was fucking hilarious.

hahhaha. totally good show, should watch.

Me and boyfriend followed papa and mama on Sunday.

and just by following, we got 20 bucks.

plus, another 5 from mama. bleah ~ :D

Shopped alot, brought tons of shirts.

Hm, talking about spending, i think i shld really start saving up for December.

Dang, no money, how to go holidaaaaay?!?!??! Aiy -.-

So, i guess ya. shld really start saving. heheheh.

Had been meeting with the boy lately.

except, this week. pscht, pathetic.

has not been meeting him for like few days alrrrrr!

Hopefully, will be able to meet him on Sunday.

*cross finger* or Monday? since my first sister's birthday falls on that date.

I just hope my holiday this year will not be a dull one.

ohhhhhhh! Has not been meeting Amni also :(
Shahyrah invited me to join the Chingay Dance.

but hey, i've long time given up on Dance.

I don't know why, lost hope alr. sigh.

Right, shall stop talking now. 11 more days to the 13th! Whoop whoop! :D

goodbye.

2011-10-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

Like finally i've gotten back my results. and guess what, i've successfully promoted to sec 4NA.

alhamdulilahhhhh :) Im not even in the 15 people who was in the danger zone.

thank goddddddd! I is so happy you'know! so does the boy and my family.

whoop whoop! :D So, its the last day of sch today.

and like finally i get the whole time to relax for awhile before school starts once again.

I've got lots of things to achieved though once i reached sec four.

i really can't believe it. time flies so fast when i was having fun.

haiy. but eventually, im not really ready :(

I'm not ready to really grow up and face the world. Hmm, i don't know what type of people will i see when i face the world. Hm, anyway. just wish me luck in life de. hohohoho.

So, the teachers will be seeing me in 4n3 next year isittttt? :P hahahaha. but sadly, three of my classmates won't be able to make it to sec 4 next year. Sighhhhh. but its okay barhs, try harder next year okay classmate :) k bye.

waiting patiently till the day comes.

2011-10-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

Boohooooooo! My weekends are dull this time.

Zzz, the boy went off to Malaysia, leaving me alone. brrrr, but he'll be back in the afternoon.

well, thats what he said -.- Its either that, or he come back on Monday. Sobs :(

Anywayyyyyyyyyy, will be getting my results Tuesday.

which, i can't wait to get it! and the same time, im worried :( Ughhhh.

Hopefully, things goes well for me, insyallah.

I can't seems to stop thinking of what's my fate will be :(

Miss Eileen told us, there's 15 failures you'know in my class! 5 girls, 10 boys.

How bad can that be?!?!?!?!??!?!?! :O Ughhh.

all the best for me *cross finger*

challenges

2011-10-13T23:31:00.000-07:00

Although yesterday was 13th, i still feel sadddddddddd. I don't know, maybe it's really my fault and not his. I was wrong, i never think before doing it. I was stupid. but at the same time, the words he said to me was really really hurtful. I really can't explain how i felt yesterday. It was horrible. He wanted to create a small blissful celebration but i destroyed everything. yes, it was me. Maybe because, i took him for granted. Maybe because all the boys who left me, is my fault. i took all of them for granted. i totally don't deserve this best gift from God. i know, he deserve a better girl. but i don't know why, he just don't wanna let me go. I wish, i could know the reason for all this. Yesterday, he changed to be a total different person. a person whom i don't recognise. I wanted to cry everything out, but i left with no tears. I can do nothing even if i were to cry out blood. Things won't change, it is the way it is now. maybe, God has a reason why things turn out this way. i wish i knew, i wish i could change things to the way it is. I wish... :'(

my weekends ended too fast ):

2011-10-02T00:00:00.000-07:00

Thats the problem! If only i was pretty :( [ps: wrong spelling.] hohohoho.

I suddenly felt as though im not good enough for anyone.

boohoo, loser much. i knowwww :(
Fatgirl is sad now. very very sadddddddddddddd.

Anyway, had MacD breakfast with parents and eiliyah and second sister.

weewuu, and papa went to get his confirmation about our holiday for December.

yeyyyy! can't wait. i really have to get a break after a long day of exam.

booooooo! but at the same time, i will definitely miss the boy.

currently am waiting for the boy to come over.

haiyy, so long.

tomorrow is his N's. im the one who felt the shivers for him.

hopefully he'll do well.

well, i know he can. alright, fatgirl is hungry now. bye.

my love for you will never ends easily boy, i love you.

2011-10-01T01:32:00.001-07:00

Much misses to this boy above :(
Please meet soooooooooon!

Hi, my end of year English papers had ended.

wait, not only English but Malay paper 1. Malay and English oral plus SS.

lucky for me, the chapters i studied DID come out.

oh yes, alhamdulilah :)

And the good thing was, i didn't regret anything after leaving the oral venue.

plus i talked to Miss Junaidah like as if she's my friend. hohoho,

and you'know what she replied?
She said she had enough, cause i talked to her non-stop :(
boohoo, ahahaha. anywayssss, next week will be a break for me as there's no papers.

but, the following week, there's still papers. Tsk.
I just wish my papers would end like right away.

having exams in the hall for the first time is very scary, i swear :o

Okay bye.

I got nothing much to say,

2011-09-16T19:42:00.000-07:00

Hi, apparently, i got nothing much to update in this blog.
I thought of deleting it, but too much memories :(

Gotten back my report book yesterday.
Dang, i improved alot, i mean, alotttttttt.

Wow, haha! but im not sure about what papa gonna say when he sees it.

Sometimes for me i've improved, but for him.... i don't know :/

Anywaysss, will be meeting the boy today.

hohohoho, its been so long right.

haiz, Mdm Aszrina will be having open house today.

she invited me, but am not sure cause the boy, doesn't likes to go to this kind of thing :(

ass right he, i knowwww! had been having ups and downs with him for the past four days.

LOL, tiff over tiff over tiffs!

right, bye :)

struggling but yet surviving.

2011-09-07T19:19:00.000-07:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaiii! I know i know, i've been missing for ages! Trololol. Okay, seriously, i've forgotten that i've owned a blog. What the fat right? i know. lol, basically things has been going on rather fine in life. yes, of course there's ups and downs. but i manage to pull everything through. Another thing, yes. i've been apart from the girls. why? simple. cause they are fake friends. they weren't there for me when i needed them. Fuck that shit okay. currently, having tiffs with the boy. Brrrrrrrrrr. oh, this 13, it will be our 14 months together. although it's suppose to be much more further, but its okay :) Right, bye! :D

life.

2011-07-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

It's Friday, my best day of the week. why?
cause the next day is always Saturday! Oh yeahhh :)
This week is pretty okay.
Not until today, the boy reminds me that he will be leaving Singapore soon.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
Malaysia? right, then me? -.-
Dang it, but it's okay. His N-level will be coming soon, and i felt nervous for him.
Haiz, as i can see, the path which im going through with him, is very very deep.
and im not sure if we can make it.
there's just too many obstacles for me to carry on :(
Haiz, if only people can understand me, but.... nah, its okay. Hopefully, we'll be able to make it through together :( As for me, im getting hang onto my studies. This two terms, i've been working hard you'know since i alr know, my Mid-year results is kind of like shit. haizzzzzzzz.
And i promise to work hard for my end of year, hopefully i can make it.

moodless.

2011-06-30T03:25:00.000-07:00

Im supposed to be a happy girl today cause i ate alot in school, but sadly,

in the end, everything turn down for me :(

Well, let's look on the bright side of today first :)

Eventually, went school with Shahyrah. yeah, like finally.
then Eccleshia taught me how to eat one type of pizza.
It was nice okay, seriously.
but, kind of spicy. but yeah, its superrrrbb :)
Next, had a crazy time with Amni, as usual. gheeheeeeeee.

After sch, did some class decorations.
Hmmmmm, afterall, it was alright.
Waited till 4.30 to head home with the boy.

Guess what? After two days didn't went home with him, i thought today would be great since i could meet with him.
But yeah, as what people say, learn to expect the unexpected.
It turns out to be a fight :(
And Zul, saw everything. how me and him react.
Like shitzxzczxzczxz.

Make me wait like 30 minutes, check check, he was playing at the exercise place there.
wah, fucking moodless sia all the way. nbcb.
then still got the cheek to get over my head.
like, wahhh.

I dont know whether isit me or its really him.
It seems like, he alr dares to get over my limits.
like, wahhh. all these while im afraid of him, he thinks he can get over my limits?
Please la -.- and when i said no to something, he still insist on doing it.
like fuck! talking about him, makes my blood boil more only :(
Sobs, haizzzzzzz. One more day and there comes my weekends!!! yeyyyyy, kay bye.

fucked up life.

2011-06-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

So, here's the thing. First of all, school has already started. and it sucks alot. why? Cause im seriously not interested in school at all for now. im still in my 'nowhere-to-go-mood'. My mid-year result alr upset me like soooo much! and now, school is adding on to my bummer days. fuggggg! If only, i can burn down the school, trust me, i would! Secondly, if i know, things would turn out this bad, i wouldn't have apologised. If not, i think by now Farhan and me would be alright. and yes, because of that incident, i fought with the boy. like so childish loh! Please be more understanding can or not? aiyoh, nbcb. Shit, so much of my 'feeling guilty'. Thirdly, nowadays, i've been feeling so fucked up. why? because problems after problems. wah, like kannina sia! if only i can go back to my childhood days, i swear i would have eaten something big and choked myself to death -.-

Sad news, maybe starting from next month, the boy gonna have a house in Johore. this means, monday to friday, he will be living in his own flat at ang mo kio, he will be alone by himself. and weekends, he will have to go back Johore. like fuck, then what am i suppose to do here? am i a lamp post or what? Everytime i think of this, i cried. yes, i cried real bad. i mean, how the hell am i suppose to live without his supervision? of course, every morning without fail, i would find him. but this time, it will be hard. and it might be for a year :'( can somebody tell me how am i suppose not to feel sad about this? Dang, but its okay. i will be alright, hopefully :) but for now, seriously, i didn't know i would be this hard. Fuck! -.-

my weekends ended too fast ):

2011-06-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

First of all, i gotta say, i am so sad because the June holidays are coming to an end ):
Plus, i know if holidays were to end, means, there goes my headache again.
I promised to myself, i will work double hard for my EOY.
but, brrrr. its easier said than done, i know!
Hopefully, i will mean what i said. Please God *cross finger*

Secondly, my holidays are quite fun, but not that perfect yet ):
I had a spendid time taking care of the three bubbly kids alone, but sometimes with Shahirah.
hey, not easy okay! I dont wanna be a mother. Zzzz -.-
So tough! But still, i made it through.
Thank God. they were veyr bubbly, especially this boy above, with his mysterious behaviour.
Godddddd. hahahahha, and his very very cheeky! :P

Lastly, my holidays were filled lovingly because of this boy.
Eventhough, the fights tha we went through tgr was super tough, yet we made it through.
Cheers for that, he had always been the one whom i can count on, i know that.

appreciate his presence in my life.
Love you laaaa mentel ^.^
But sometimes, his attitude, can drive me to my grave -.-
Lol, but never the less, i had always love him.
alright, this saturday will be going Zoo with family.
nyeknyekk! sukeeeeeeeeeeerrxzcxzcxczcz. okay bye!

parents neglect.

2011-06-13T20:17:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was 13th :) Happy monthsary to me and the boy. I've put all my words at facebook. so, just check it out alrights.

So, for last weekends, spent the weekends with the boy. Saturday, over at his crib.
Sunday, over at my first sister's crib since she just shift house.
The boy helped her to paint her house. Overall, i had fun.
So, eventually. many things had happened to me.
basically, it just about me. I shall write a compo now. Lols.

I don't know why, but somehow. i felt, my parents are neglecting me.
maybe its just my feelings, but i can see it clearly.
i keep telling myself its just my imagination, but no.
i can see the picture clearly. my parents are more into my other siblings rather than me.
how sad can that be? Very sad. everything for me, no. everything for my sister, a BIG yes.
like... omg :O who am i to them? this is so sad :(
but, i never tell this to any of my family members.
instead, i only share it with my boyfriend.
but what can he do? nothing also, so i just think maybe its best if i keep everything to myself.
i find myself stupid sometimes, i know. my third sister may had succeed in her life,
but my time, hasn't come yet.
so, give me a break. it seems like, my parents are only giving everything to my siblings who succeed in life.
but me? Hmmm, my studies ain't that good, i know. but give me time. im trying my best to get over the other side of the bridge. it just a simple breakdown to see your parents treating you like this, seriously.
plus, i've not been interacting with them so much alr now.
IM A FAILURE IN THEIR EYES.

Despite that, yesterday was 13 right? and guess what, had a fight with the boy. how great, for the first time during the 13th. Hmph. it all started by him, talking about one of my ex.
I've told him umpteen times, never talk about our ex,
not only that, the insults. wow, pain words :(
yesterday was a total breakdown for me, seriously. what a luck! -.-

maybe its just not my day.
but seriously, i've tried my best to put a smile on my face yesterday,
as in THE WHOLE DAY. but i failed.
alright, bye.
things crumpled above me, and i felt so fucking weak. Damn! :'(
And i had a great time crying last night. talked to the boy, and off to sleep

13 is comingggg.!

2011-06-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

So far, my holidays are sucha boreeee. But of course, there are certain times where everything went well. Which is so like a, thank god -.- Meeting the boy tmr and Sunday, of course.
but this time, it will be me who come over to accompany him.
nyeeeeeek :P Hopefully, things goes well for the both of us.
Few more days to 11 month, oh yeahhhh. eventhough, its alr supposed to be more than that. ohhhhhh well, its okayy :)

Got back my phone alr, so last night on the phone with Shahyrah.
Damn, she made me cry like fuck. hhahahahah.!
Scare the shit outta me, like seriously.
wahhhhhhh :'(

Since the house kitchen is under renovation, so the house is in a mess though.
oh ya, i've not done my holidays homework. TROLOLOLOL!
I can't feel the holiday mood, this time.
except, my stomach. it feels the holiday mood. why? cause everyday i fill them in ahhh!

alright, i gtg nowwwww. feels like deleting this dusty bloggy.
brrrrh, but there's just too many memories la de. aiyahhh, see first la horh.
okay bye! :D

Sunday

2011-05-29T19:57:00.000-07:00

Many things has happen in my life, so far. Phone was confistcated by papa, how great! -.- all thanks to Mid-year. ahhhh, good la goodddddddd! Zzz, Holidays are in. Awesome, more time can spent with the boy. Talking about the boy, he has his boxing competition last saturday. By how many points, which i cant remember, he lost. Zzz, whats worst? the judges doesn't wanna tell him the score. They must be biased. Lolz, okay. why the hell am i typing like this? Tsk! -.-

So yesterday was Sunday. uh-huhhhhh. i had a great day spent together with the boy. Digging each other's nostrils, hugging each other, tongue fight. hahahaha, so funny :P Showing off each other's muscles. Lolol. okay, thats the funniest part. Im more into fats than muscle. I know rightttttttt.! Lastly, after done with disturbing each other, he put me to sleep as per usual. Usually i will just sleep normally, hugging the pillows, but this time, due to i miss him so much, i slept on his arms, hehhehehehe. Sukeeeeexzcxzczxxzczxzc! :D sayang kau la mentel! Okay, i gtg now. Byebye! update soon :)

Wonderful day spent together.

2011-05-17T17:40:00.000-07:00

Mid-year finally over. Alhamdulillah. I hope i did my best though, especially for my Math. F&N, high chance i failed. cause everything i studied, didn't come out. and the essay, omg! I don't even know what to write. fuck, oh well. nevermind. Afterall, its all done though. So yeah, yesterday was Tuesday, and i finally get to went out with the boy. I know, its been so long. much misses. But UNFORTUNATELY, someone just have to spoiled my day. fuck, once again. Hmmmmm ~

Currently, ain't talking to both of my parents. i don't wanna talk to them. Especially Papa. it has always been him who spoiled my day. everytime there's a miracle gonna happen to me, he just gotta stop and spoil everything, which i totally hate it. all this stuff, seriously gotta stop. I do felt sinful when i ignored whatever mama is saying to me, but i... just can't stop this feelings :( Sorry mama, you know i love you alot right :( Hmmm. So its Wednesday and im not schooling. cause it's marking day. I can't wait to receive my papers tmr. shit, at the same time, im afraid too :/ Bleah, just gotta hope for the best.

On the brighter note, i enjoyed my day yesterday with the boy. yeah, he light up my day, seriously. Thanks horrrr pumpkin. nyeaahahha.! and currently, he's in school. having his oral. i wonder why, im awake so early on a weekend -.- Zzzz. hahahaha. Okay, gonna upload pictures now. dada! :)

my love for you will never ends easily boy, i love you.

2011-05-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

So tell me, how long have i not been posting? very long, i knowwww.!
I was thinking of deleting this blog you'know.!
it's so dusty and old alrrrrrr. Zzzz, might need a second thought.

cause this blog, has been with me for so long.

many memories were kept inside here.

Anywaysss, my MYE will be ending soonnnnnnn!
Just two more papers, and im done.!
I studied so hard for my math, i swear.
I practiced all the way for Math, like a gundu -.-

For English, heard from Miss Eileen, i passed for paper 1 and improved too.
Paper 2, she havent marked yet.
Hopefully, i did well :O Mother tongue, bleah. i dont even know -.-
Chemistry!!! ahhhhh, i gotta tell you, i did all three sections when Miss Aisha only asked to do two! Fuck it -.- Im deadmeat you'knowwwwwwwww.!

for, SS no hope. seriously. History? Hmmm, can la horrrrr.
Math, im pretty sure i can do it.
yesssssss! for once, let me pass my math -.- hahahah.

sounded so pathetic sia, whateverrrrrr!
Left with Bio and F&N, hopefully i will do well for both papers!
Anyway, yesterday was Friday the 13th! :)
Happy 10th to the boy and me! yeyyyy,

supposingly, 1 year 1 month isitttt? nevermindddd :)
hehhehee, alright. shall update more soon. bye!

love that cannot be replaced.

2011-04-29T04:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days.

Nearly one week, heh. i've been busy with school work.

Mid-year is just next week mind you.!

Zzzzz, i will be very stress i swear.

So, last weekend, on Sunday, spent time with kakak since the boy didn't meet me.

brought stickys, Camwhored with her, since papa has brought for us DSLR.

Omg, happiest girl aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.!

hehehehhe. Then head to bugis to meet second sister.

had dinner at a turkey restaurant.

Sedap la sangat please :)

On Monday night, went out with family plus Riki and abang Lan :)

Supposingly, the boy was too tag along, but nehhh.

but it's okay :)

school has been rather going fine.

thank god, but im struggling to pass my math now.

gheeheeee, okay bye. gonna start revising now.!

life.

2011-04-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

Blog dead much, i know righttttt.!
sorry, had been very very busy since Mid-Year is in one more week.

Dangggggg. after mid-year, then i'll be able to update a proper one okays? :)

So it's Good friday today.

of course, after mama had undergone her operation, everything seems to be everywhere.

Papa prepared for us western for today's breakfast.

Sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap (Y)

Me and the boy has been going fine, thank God.

Studies? hahaha, im able to handle them, just that i get a little lethargic everytime im in school.

grrrrrrrrh. I wanna meet the boy today.

buttttt, he have his training today ): Boohhooooo.!
We'll see how then. Okay bye. update tmr.! :D

someone who prove to me that life is beautiful.

2011-04-15T04:14:00.000-07:00

If my boyfriend were to know that i dressed up like that,

shit. Im dead -.- kene pancong ahh kepala aku.
hhaaha. Anyway, my weekends goes smoothly.
Thank God. Mid-Year is like 2 more weeks? yeah, and im slowly doing my revision.
I don't know where to start.! Zzzzz.
But afterall, my studies have been going pretty well.

Alhamdulillah :)

me and the boy? well, on the last 13th.
It was our supposingly-1st-year anni.
As what Amylia said, it's still our Anni.
geehee, thanks alot to the people who wished us.
So yeah, he sent me home just now, as per normal.
gagagagggagaa.

It's Friday, tmr's weekend. so, um.
Kakak asked me to buy her stickys tomorrow with Dan, but am not sure :O
See first la how. hah, he also have to get his hair cut. -.-
Sunday, it'll be Shira's birthday.

and my cousin sister has been bugging me to bring the boy along.
Insyallah okay? :) Hopefullyyyyyyy lah sangat dier boleh.!
hahahah, afraid he might have his training on that day. grrrh.
Pray hard lorh, okay bye.! :D

sundaaaaaaaay.

2011-04-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

Ni gambar lamer punyer giler punye babs.! and yet, kakak still keep it. hahahaha. the just-woke-up-face. Zzzz. okay, so. it's Sunday.

Boring lah sangatsss, waiting for the boy to come like waiting for buah tak jatuh like that ah.! But now, he's on the way-ing alr. sucha mess up today. nak jumpe punye la susah.! aiyohhh, so yeah. currently alone at home. like loner .__.

Tmr history CT? i don't even know where's my history notebook. DIE.! whateverrrr, confirm ader pat bawah meja la horh. okay bye, wish me luck tmr. -.-

suffer now, enjoy later!

2011-04-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

I know my blog has been dead for the past few days.
I mean, 1 week. hehhhh :P i was being very very busy lately.

sorreyyyy ~ Starting off by Sunday alrights.

Sunday, hmmm. let me just recall what i did on Sunday.

right, i got it. met up with Dhalena since she has been wanting to meet me.

miss me rightttt, i know :) hhehehhe. met her for while,
catch things up with her, after so long of not meet up.

around 3+ head home since the boy is coming over.

Spent time with him since i missed him so dearly.

hehehhe. all the way till night :P

went to the pasar malam which was located just infront of my house,

and sent him to bustop. and yeah, from there he went off home.

Simple Sunday much, i knowwwwwwww.

The whole week of this week has been really hectic for me.

Things were everywhere. Kene caught by Zul, is one thing alright.

Zzzzz. I have been having migraine for the past few days.

and whenever i look downwards, i felt giddy.

i wonder why. Goddamn it.!

Haiz, maybe it's just a motion sickness. ughhh -_- !

right, few more days to the 13.! awhhhhhhh, faster please.

I sukeeeee.

hehehehhee

So today is Friday! Finally it's Fridaaaaay :)

After school, head home, changed and out again with Amni and Shahyrah.

yeaaaaa, did a little of revision together and do a walkabout.

Mid-Year a few more weeks and im a little afraid :(

Wish me luck pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.!

brrrrh, hmmmm. *cross finger*

around 4+, shahyrah went off, while Amni stayed over my house a little longer.

okay, thats it.

im tired. bye.!

challenges

2011-04-01T19:51:00.000-07:00

As expected, get naggings. blablabla.

whateverrrrrrr.

anyway, Sports day was more like a crap day.

but nevertheless, i was half-filled with my friend's silly jokes.

hahahaha, Era, especially.

how cuteeeeee. hehehehhehe, mummy ahhhh! :P

Went to hougang stadium with the boy and friends.

Hmmm, they were late -.- Zzzz.

bleahhh, had a misunderstanding during sports day that makes my mood goes ... -.-

I thought it was just a small fight,

but yeah, i was wrong.

it turn out so bad that leads the both of us cried non-stop during the whole afternoon.

so much of my, 'April, please be good to me' -.-

It was worst than March.

duhhhhh, but everything's fine now.

thank god.

Oh yeah, i dreamt the world came to an end.

shitttttttttttt.! Kay, enough.

maybe all these while i've forgotten about Him.

yeah, the one who made me be in this world.

I've forgotten about Him, i was busy having fun in His world,

till i forgotten to thank him.

I seriously got to change everything that's happening to me.

As long as this world still exist, there's still a chance for us to repent and to enter the gate of heaven.

seriously, change laaaaaa, change -.-

struggling but yet surviving.

2011-03-31T04:05:00.000-07:00

Results? damn, it's so crazy. I know, i havent been doing anything good since term 1.

but hey, i've promised myself to do well for term 2 and term 3.
Papa has yet to see my results.

For the first time, I admit, i did fucking badly.

stupid me :(
I know, parents will be very very disappointed.

im sooo sorry.

i have never done anything good for them.

but, damn. im just so speechless now :/

I gotta buck up for nowwwww, seriously ah shit.

English? how saddening can it be.

seriously sia, fuck shit.

this is sooo crazy!
what type of challenge is God trying to give me :(

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!

tmr's sports day. so? i'm not gonna be doing anything though this year.
Why? cause there'll be no cheerleading.

cept, track and field events.

and of course, im not going to run this year.

why? cause im sure if i asked for 100m, Mr Yusri will insist me to be in 200m -_____- !

lazy lah okaaaaay. k bye.

as we go on, we remember all the times we had together.

2011-03-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

It's 10.05 now, and it's Mondaaaaaaay!
Shocking much to see me blogging.

hhehehehhee, yeah.

i overslept. actually, that's not my actual reason.

My actual reason was, i PURPOSELY want to skip school today.

Why? cause there will be a CCA day held today.

definitely, i'm not gonna stay in school like a noob -.-

only people with stickers are allowed to go home early.

brrrh, sucks much. saya tahu kaaaan!

Chatted with Hidayah yesterday.

yeah, thank God she believed me :)

cause i know, many people insist of believing the other parties ): ohhh well.

hehhehe, today, the boy gonna talk to Irsyad :O

I don't know about what.

but who cares.

tuh lah, carik pasal laaaaagggi dengan matair orang -.-

got brains, don't want to use isitttttt.

yesterday was alright. teeheeee.

except, what the boy's wear just have to disappoint me ehhhhh.

Went clarke quay with him, brought my stickys!

Like, finallyyyyyyyyyy. hehehehe, craving lorh.!

Brought two packets. yeyy :P Gonna bring some for Amni tmr also.

brought bubble tea, and off home. At home, kill time with the boy by playing playdoh -.-

hehehehhee. anyway to Irsyad and the rest, Goodluck lah horrrrrrh :)

kay byebyebyebye.!

my saturday was half filled with their silly jokes.

2011-03-26T20:41:00.000-07:00

Saturday was just fine :)

Family day, hehehehe.

Went out with family and aunty's family to eat Tulang Merah.

omg, so sedap lah okay.

have been long for that. heheeee.

supposingly, the boy was to tagged along, but..... :(

He was out -.- zzzz. it's okay.

so i didn't get to meet him the whole day yesterday,

but today, of course lah okay, of course!

Todaaaaaay!
If mama and papa left late, im going to go out with the boy for starbucks for awhile.

hehehhee, before heading home with him :)

Weee, it's been so long since i last spent time with him.

chilling in starbucks, making funny faces when we're looking at each other,

immitate the way couples kissing, holding each other.

Time spent with him is just the best time i ever had lah okay :)

hehehehehe. sayang kau lah gemuk! :D

Right, i can't wait to meet him later.

i miss him barhs :(

booohhhhoooo.

anyway, i don't feel like going to school on Monday.

why? cause there's CCA day thingy.

which, im NOT gonna entertain.

bleah, im gonna wake up late, i don't care.

kay byebyebyebyebyebye!

my love for you will never ends easily boy, i love you.

2011-03-25T18:50:00.000-07:00

Finally, the weekends are here.
Zzzzz. this week, is tough.

really tough -.- hmmmmmmmm.

i just wish i could get rid of school.

Tsk, what is wrong with life, seriously -.-

Or should i say, people? o.O

I gotta buck up on my studies.

gotta not rely so much on other things.

but, some things are bothering me -.- !

but, whateverrrrrrr. tk kesah pon :P

It's been so long since i last went out with the boy.

Mmmmm, since both parties are busy, how? -.-

bleah, everyday homed with him.

that makes me tired.

Zzzzz, but still, he never fails to light up my dull week :)

I love you ^.^

life.

2011-03-19T20:38:00.000-07:00

heheheh,surely you guys can see me clearly horh :)

candid lah okayyyy ^.^

plus, look at eiliyah! hahahhha, so tiuttttt.

anyway, it's Sunday. brrrrrrh.

i know, i've been updating telling what day it is today.

hehehehe, but i just can't help it.

I don't want to go schooooooooooooooooooooooooooool! >:[

I prefer seating a home taking care of my niece lorh.!

hmmm, since school is starting, i know, there will be many challenges for me to face :(

no more dilly dally here and there.

barhhhh ): plus, there will be a hard time for me to meet the boy ahhh.

tsk, nevermind.
but it's okay, he's coming over today.

yeyyyyy! :D:D:D:D

i wanna hug him tight the whole night please xD

and falling asleep on his chest will be just nice.

like that time ahhh hhheehhehe.

k enough, i might even miss him more.

brrr, kay bye.

missed.

2011-03-19T01:37:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, i miss Indonesia ):

gheeee. anyway, it's Saturdaaaay!
oh my, one more day for holiday, and there comes school -.-

No more enjoying of my holidays.

tsk, haizzz. sad life.

i rather stick my ass at home than .... going to school.

Brrrrrrrh.

No plans. well, supposingly, there is.

Which is to go town with Si.....tikus!

hehehehhe, but then.. -.-

brrrh, i don't know what happened.

she didn't tell me anything. i guess she called it off then.

gheehheeee.

Anyway, im not ready for sch.

im forever will not be ready! shieeeet.

Had MacD for breakfast.

hehehhehee. so gemuk liaaaaaaao.

even the boy says ahhh,

"I compared your cheeks last year and this year, this year more chubby."

nabey teng teng only ahhhh this.

i know righttttt. hahahahah.

Some can still compliment saying, more to baby face horrrrh! -.-

Eeeeiiyyyeeeerrrr. okay la bye.

patience is bitter, but it bears sweet fruits.

2011-03-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

Supzxzcxzcxzczxczxzcxzc!

It's Friday. Looks like next week is coming real fast.
hmph, school is starting soon.

shits, im so lazy like that ahhhh.

can i bring my bed to sch?
Brrrrrh, i don't feel like going to school.

Instead, i dont want to go school! *Show angry face!*

I've been craving for stickys.
I'm so jealous of people who are having stickys with them now.
shitzzvxzczxzx! Me wantssss :(

Nevermind, apape ketuk only ahh the boy horrrrh.

We go to clarke quay on Sunday, okay babey, sweetheart, darling, table, chair?
*Show puppy face* hehehehehehehe.

Well, currently he's in training and nobody's entertaining me -.- Lozer.

Im so boredddddddddddddddd.
I dont want to go school.
i want holidays to be extendeddddddd.
No life much? I know right.

btw, i'm supposed to meet Ridhwan today you'know!
But but butttttttttttttttttt.! Im lazy barhs.

and i havent told him anything yet.

shit, mampuiiiii -.-

Nevermind, my scandal, surely can understand me oneee ahhhh. hehehehe!

So much for my scandal lorh.

kene maki nanti lagi ader ahhhhhhhh.

okay, the boy has alr warned me.

he said after march holidays, he will be fucking busy.

and he'll not be able to get to spent much time with me ):
Meaning, Sunday will be the last time i get to spent time with him,

before the next weekend.
aiyoh, so long like that ahhhh. hmphhhhh. nevermind eh, endure....endure....
Hmmmmmm. Loner lorh.

haiz, this is what happens when couples sacrifice just for each other's love ):
Sedih lah sangatsssss horh.
okay la byebye :/

cinta

2011-03-16T20:27:00.000-07:00

Oh well, sorry for the last post.

Things are better nowzxczxzcxz :) Thank God.

and yeah, i end up crying with him.

ass -.- He said something which made me teared ):

but now, everything's fine. Alhamdulillah.

teeheeeeeeeee.

Anywaaaaaay, look who's there, it's Richard! :D

hehehehehe, my very cute chinese guyfriend!

Everyday without fail when he saw me, he'll go like,

"Eh, nana right? nana right? correct not?"

hahahaha. the thing about him is,

he kept forgetting my name!

in the end, i asked him to called me nana will do.

Trolololol! :P

He was Ayu's admirer, last time ahhh.

now i don't know, and don't want to know :O hahah.

But he's kinda cute though afterall.

i mean, his character, behavior and sorts.

not more than that -.- Zzzzzz.

He's kind and friendly too, great to make friends with him.

well, i just make friends with him during Epic programme -.- through Amni.

HAHA! yesssss, this year. pscht.

this was our first picture, so we're like shy shy like that ahhh :P

Nyeeeeek! hhahahahah.

Right, so there's plans for me today.

but i don't know if i want to go :O

Hmmmmmm :/ the thing is, im not close to them.

Yet, Charles and the boy wants me to go -.-

Tsk, hmmmmmm? I don't know -_-

We'll see how horrrrrrrh.

Hopefully, things turns alright barhs.

Right, thats all for today. hehehe, like teacher only :P k bye!

pissed _|_

2011-03-15T21:56:00.000-07:00

Alamak sot nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =.=

Thank you so much eh for doing to me like this.

fancy giving other girls your number?

Wow lah okay, i also can.

We will play a fair game.

if you can, SO CAN I !

Fuck you okay, fuck you.

met the boy just now.

bleah, for awhile over at his house.

but in the end, things becomes bad.

Thanks ahhh! -.-

pasal bende kecik, kau nak besarkan.

okay, aku buat lagi besar nnty kay! kau standby je ah eh!

Around 11+ head home, i only went out for awhile to meet him.

and im off home. yeah, puas hati aku tido.

saya tahu kannnnnnnnnnnn!

Ah, geram lah sangatssssssss!

BYE LAH, TIDO LAGI BAGUS! -.-

Everything happens for a reason.

2011-03-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

Nyeeeeeeeeeeek, it's Tuesday and i'm bored.

Woke up frigging early, God knows why -.-

at around 730. I know right!

but i got back to sleep afterwards.

heh, woke the boy up.

he was late for school too -.- Zzzz.

In the end, he didn't go for his DnT.

why? cause he was frigging tired.

plus, he didn't even go for his training.

haha, scared he might knocked out :O

But, good lah horh, afterall :P

At home with Mama and Eiliyah only ):

Bored much? i know right, thats why i decided to blogged.

Hmmmm, so eiliyah's asleep. mama gonna be asleep soon.

so what am i suppose to do now?

hmmm. bleah, gonna start on tumblr then ~

Many things happen in my life.

Many people changed in my life. i just can't find the reason behind all these.

Why friends change? Why problem comes after a problem?

What is God trying to tell me?

What is His motive for doing all this?

I may seems happy on the outside,

i seems like there's nothing bothering me, seems like im enjoying life.

But inside, only God knows the best.

Why am i the one who is being tested?

Mama once told me, those who are tested by Him, is the one who are strong.

and He knows the best, whether we're strong enough to handle such problems or not.

He made us, so he knew.

but i don't think i'm strong enough to handle all this );

All i ever wished for is to be happy.

that's all. Hmmmmmm :/

someone who prove to me that life is beautiful.

2011-03-13T22:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was just fine :)

Things got into our hands just as planned.

Thank God.

Supposingly planned to stay at home with the boy,

as i was lazy. but nope.

since kakak was bored, she asked both of us to follow her to NEX shopping mall.

since me and the boy had no plans at all,

we followed.

reached there, bumped into some people.

Bryan, Zaini and Afiq.

hah, suppose we wanted to eat at Wendy's.

but.... since there are some people whom i don't really fancy,

so we head to Pizza Hut instead.

had our meals, and we walked around.

The sky park, was packed with people.

so we head off.

kakak brought shirt for Riki, and we head home.

Not much, but we did enjoyed our sweet Sunday :)

reached home, the boy and me spent time at home.

gheeheeee, suke sekali.

at around 1030, he head home since his mummy was alone at home.

And today, he went for his remedial in school.

Hidayah asked me along on Thursday.

she said they're going for movie or something.

hmmmmmmmm. im ain't really sure.

Charles really wants me and the boy for go but,

deffinitely will be awkward, thats for sure.

but, well. we'll see how horh :)

holding on tightly to the hill of love that we have achieve so far.

2011-03-12T18:50:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday, and im not sure if im going out today.

why? cause im lazy -.- I want to go out with the boy today.

but, zzzz. my body just felt so lethargic lorh.

but, stucking at home all day can be quite boring eh.

haiyah. So how, to go out or not to go out? o.O

The boy hasn't been feeling quite okay these few days.

those problems are haunting him down.

Pscht -.- hopefully, he'll be alright barhs.

Anyway, yesterday was Hafiz's birthday!

oh my god, it's been so long since i met him and the rest of TPY friends lorh.

aiyohhhhh, rindu sesangatssss ahhhhh.!

Meet up soon, babiessssss :D

Lastly, it's the 13th today.

Happy 8th Monthsary ahhhh pumpkin.!

Supposingly it's our 1 year isn't?

but oh wells.

hhahha :) We've been holding on to the pillar of love for quite long.

and, thank god we survived through any obstacles that has been coming to our way.

as you said, you will take care of me as i am your responsibility,

i'll hold onto your words for that.

Meet me soon, this gemuk girl wants you to be in her flabby arms now ahhhh :P

holding on tightly to the pillar of love that we have achieve so far.

2011-03-11T23:04:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, camp is just fine :)

Most of the parts were fucked up due to certain people.

ugh, just can't be bothered -.-

1st day: I have to woke up like, frigging early at around 5 ):

Head to school, bumped into Era and Afiqa,

met up with Amni. early morning, one person just have to spoil my mood.

fuck her alright.

tudoh tudoh, binget or whatsss. kimak only -.-

At around 730, ride the bus. suppose to ride during 645, but we're late :O

So, we didn't have time to have breakfast at Yong Peng,

instead, have lunch at the local restaurant.

Reached there, had a talk and sorts, and we're off to our dorm.

yesssirrrr, it was nice :)

Unfortunately, i have to be in the same room with someone.

but oh well, i had fun :P

We were suppose to do some team building activity, but since we was late, cancelled,

instead, we eat and continue eating -.- Zzzzzz. At around..... 9.30, head to dorm and 1030, lights out.

2nd day: Woke up at around 5, due to that someone was making a noise while in the toilet -.-

god knows what the hell was she doing, Zzzzzz.

Head to have breakfast, it was super delicious lah omg.

then we started to get ready to head to the orphanage.

Sekolah Menengah Hajim Mohd Yatim.

we were welcomed by the group of guys presenting us the kompangs.

Like want to get marriage only horh :P

yeaps, it's kind of sad but we had fun.

we were given a buddy, and my buddy was named, farah.

she's kind, and friendly also, shy.

hehehhehe. Made friends there, a guy named Sahul.

hahahah, good looking much, i know right.! but too bad, mat Malaysia horrrh -.-

Had lunch at, one restaurant, i can't remember where, and head to Kampung Lonek.

We were teached on how to do Padi Rice and Dodol.

i tasted their food there, wow.

it was delicious, i swear. Afterwards, head to Eagle Ranch Resort and had dinner before off to dorm. this time, Fitrah changed room with that girl.

thank God lah, seriously. i hate to see the sight of her. bleah.

At around 1030, once again lights off.

But since it was the last day, we PLANNED to ton whole night.

partied whole nightt, but guess what, everyone was like showing their tired face, so what else, head to bed before 12.

So much of the PLANNING TO TON horrrh! -.-

3rd day: We overslept -.- ! Suppose to woke up at 5, but we woke up at 6. and breakfast starts from 630 t 645 -.- Zzzzz. pathetic.

Rushed to the toilet, and get ready.

and we rushed back to the..... whats that call? uh, restaurant.

heh, forget -.- after breakfast, gathered and we get ready to head off.

seriously, we doesn't feel like going back home.
Cept me, why? cause i miss the boy truckloads lorh ):

Had lunch at restaurant. this time, me with Richard.

yessss, the cute guy.

ahahah, omg. the whole afternoon i didn't bother to talk.

and guess what Richard, Ida and Amni said?

Richard: Why you so quiet? usually you will shout till the whole world gonna explode.

this time, so quiet? miss ur boyfriend ah?

Amni: eh, by looking at her face, we all know la she's missing someone. right nana?!
Ida: Miss Danial eh? Cannot imagine sia Danial at night, punch the pillow, crying cause he miss you.

The rest? Laugh lah then! hahahhaa. crap siaaaa. but funny lah okay :P

Ride the bus again, and this time, we stopped at Melaka then yong peng.

shopped and we head to the Malaysia custom to head home :)

Wee, the moment we reached the Singapore custom, god.

everyone was like already on the phone with their parents.

hahahha, texted the boy and called mama.

finally, mama and papa fetched me. same goes to Eiliyah.

hehe. i have never been so happy to see them once again :)

At night, kakak called that girl.

hah -.- so much of not calling me a sundal horh? :P

bleah, whatever. malas nak layan. Today, i might be meeting the boy.

since he's buying his prepaid at Sengkang.

teeheee, guess what's the date tmr?

it's 13!! yeyyyy. hehehehehhehe. shall update soon. kay bye semua! :D

hometown party.

2011-03-11T06:07:00.001-08:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP.

shall update tmr,

im tired.

byebye :P

blardy hell.

2011-03-05T20:58:00.000-08:00

Lol, try comparing last year and last last year.

The second picture made me laugh out loud la, seriously.

That time was...... when with Zaini.

hahahah, okay kekek lah that time.

rindu or whatssss ahhh.

But sadly, the boy doesn't like the picture.

why? cause there's a bad memory. awwwwwwh :P

Brothers right? brothers for life. hah! kentalsssss.

Today is Sunday.

yeyey, can meet the boy.

supposingly, was to meet yesterday.

but, neh. Went out shopping with family.

brought Vans Half-cab while kakak brought the normal vans shoe.

teeheee, bringing for camp? oh yeahhhh \m/

This year camp? yeah, at Malaysia for the NA student.

but i'm not pretty sure if it's gonna be great.

cause you know, camps are usually like what -__________- !

Make people tired only.

pscht. bleah, hahaha.

i dont really feel like going, but since teacher said, we could shopped,

so i said, why not? ahahahah :)

Hopefully i'll enjoy there.

So basically my family knows about what happened.

hmph, mama literally hates Hidayu liao o.O

okay, can't be blamed.

she's supposed to :P heheheee.

Okay, i've post long enough, i guess.

goodbye :)

my friends is always better than yours.

2011-03-03T22:29:00.000-08:00

hahahahhha, look at that kid behind.

Trololol. sebok only horrrrh.

anyway, it's Fridaaaaaaaaaaaay! yey.

Finally, weekends are here.

this week, is a very tiring week for me.

pscht, everyday without fail, i'll have something on.

brrrrrrh.

Oh, so what happened recently was, mama was admitted to hospital due to her leg.

Her leg's very very swollen, her knee joint or something.

went wrong. and she hafta go for X-ray.

and the result was out today.

Plus, second sister said she should be able to go home today.

so that means, her leg should be alright.

Supposingly, the boy was to come over and do his homework with me.

but due to god knows what, he was delayed.

he said he hafta meet his malay teacher and sorts.

asking if he has remedial to attend to or not,

and i shall just say forget about it.

don't need come over. meet tmr or something.

On the other note, i was effing sleepy for the past few days.

why? for the past two days, we visited mama at the hospital,

and reached home at around 12+ or 10+ like that ahh.

and the next thing i knew, reach home, i was alr off to bed.

Yet, i can still be late.

i don't even know why -.-

hahahha, on Thursday, i was nearly late. Okay, nearrrrrrrly.

i woke up at 6.40. How cool is that? -.- dang it.

and the bus just left me. gundu! hhahha

And now, im stuck at home alone.
Eiliyah's off to school, nobody home -.-

and also listening to those malay songs.

lol, whats got into me? Suddenly so stucked into malay songs.

bleah, hidup mati jiwer anak melayu lah horh! :D

cinta

2011-02-28T18:33:00.001-08:00

It's Tuesday at 10.30am :)

Shocking right to see me at my blogger.

hah, im not in school today.

Menses cramp lahhhhhhh.

Not excuse horrrh. hahahah, but actually right, other then that also,

im... lazy :/

Cause today, school ends at 4pm mind you?!

Who the hell want to entertain the school till 4 sia -.- crap.

Well, last sunday the boy came over.

heehehhehe.

Like finally, the first moment we met, he kissed me.

cause he said, he missed me -.- ahahahha.

Spent time with him, at around 8, head to Pasar Malam.

And know what, i was wearing singlet and pants,

yet, the boy forced me to wear jacket or change my clothes.

brrrrrh. so yeah, bought food and off home.

bumped into many people.

gheeheeee :)

Ate the whole night with third sister.

aiyoh, like becoming fat only.

and since the boy's competition is done, he finally can eat chocolate.

hahhaha, if not ahhhh,

everyday he'll say, "Eh, cannot ah. later competition how?

200 calories, very hard to burn."

hah, crap lah he. hahahahha.

so yesterday he sent me home.

yes, i waited for him till 4.30 with Amni and others.

they are the good companies though :)

The boy just love it when i spent time with them instead of THE OTHER GROUP.

and guess what, they are called the 'kereksssss group' ahhhh. hahahha

macam paham only all this horh.

Right, bye for now.

update soon :)

my saturday was half filled with their silly jokes.

2011-02-26T20:50:00.000-08:00

In the end, head to NEX with kakak and mama :)

Supposingly, the boy was to follow.

but, nehhh. hah!

Shopped with them, great, i've got a new book again.

teeheeee. So, you guys will be seeing me as a bookworm in school -.-

pscht.

Anyway, tmr is History paper.

I'm so gonna flunk it.

Why? cause its Bobby Goh who teached us.

and dang it, i dont understand a thing.

cool or whatssss ahhhh -_-

Benci sesangatsss horrrrh.!

it's Sunday. Hopefully the boy can meet me today.

shitsss, miss you lah pantats ):

Once a week only get to meet him.

sad or whatsss, i know rightt.

hmmmmmmm.

Miss spending time with him.

remember those times when it's like, every single day i get to meet him?

dang lah! I miss that sia, seriously.

But now, his packed with his school stuffs.

so, awwwwwwwh ):

If today can meet him ah, wah piang.

gonna hug and kiss him tight siaaa.

Rindu oi ): brrrrrrrh.

Hmph. Right, shall update soon.

byebye :P

missed.

2011-02-25T18:01:00.000-08:00

I suddenly missed being in Indonesia ):

awwwwh.

hehehhehehehe. okay, so it's Saturday.

well, plans for today was, meeting the boy.

But.... ))): Can i just cry out loud?

Im not sure if im meeting him today.

why? Cause his tired and he only wants to ... [insert word here]

haizzzzzz.

plus, mama ask me if i want to go to NEX shopping center.

I said, i would love to!

But, what about the boy? I want to meet him too ):

Hmmmmm.

What should i do now? what should i do now?

I miss him soo much. really ):

damn it! I can cry man -.- ughhhhh!

Doesn't it just sucks when you only get to meet your boyfriend once a week? ):

Even though you guys are in the same school.

ahhh, just sucksss lahhh!

Talked to Farhan about the problem.

Hmm, maybe his right.

those group must tell HER something bad about me,

which makes HER believe it.

whatever horrrrrrrrrh.

malas aku nak layan -.- HAH!

kay bye!

blardy hell.

2011-02-24T22:26:00.000-08:00

Awwwwh. blur picture :(

Oh look! It's Friday! yeyeyyyyyy! :D

Weekends are cominggggg, brrrrr.

Aku suke! Aku suke!
Well, like finally the 8th week of school has past.

and now, i can get to atleast relax myself before the next week starts.

gheeeheeee :)

Today's fine, cept. Ugh, you'know.

all those stuffs just have to bring my mood down.

After school, head home straight alone.

since the rest are having detentions.

Oh, the boy sent me to bustop.

Thats the thing about him, he said he have remedial.

so i was wondering why he bring his beg along.

so i just kept quiet.

i board my bus, and at around 1, he said his remedial started.

I was like, okay.

BUT! at around 2, he said, remedial cancel.

Now tell me, who on earth does he thinks he's lying to?

I mean, how cn it be possible that remedial started alr, then suddenly cancel.

What the fuck is he trying to do?

Before i board the bus, someone called his phone and talk about some problems.

and he said something like,

"Okay okay. Aku datang."

So? ugh, but i just dont wanna say anything to him.

I dont want him to think that... uhh bleah, nevermind.

Cut it off. forget about it.

Apparently, im very Angry plus disappointed with One of "my friends".

yes, remember when she fought with the rest of the girls?

Yeah, and she kept asking me to accompany everywhere she go.

I did, and after she's okay with the rest,

she puts the blame on me when i did nothing wrong at all?

What the fuck is she trying to do?

Taking advantage? Bagus, aku suke perangai kau.

Kau pikeh aku barang pakai buang punye eh? FYM!

Thats the reason why i head home alone today.

I seriously gotta stop having hopes on people. seriously.

this totally annoys me, like fuck lah!

When can i ever have peace sia?

Is it that hard to get? Like, omg.

I rather stay at home like a dweeb,

rather then staying in school looking at her face -.-

IRRITATING FAGGOTS LAH ALL THESE!

missed.

2011-02-23T00:03:00.000-08:00

This picture looks like my armpit is somehow black horh.

hahahahahahah! eh noooooo! :(

I put effect on the picture.

then became like that. brrrrrrh.

ahahaha. but actually no okay, its clean.

no armpit hair also ahhh.

check ahhh? hahahahah :P

Well, i just can say, school is a real total bore.

hmmmmm ~ i go around the school with my storybook in hand.

like a bookworm much? well, blame on Seri for lending me that book.

till i get the hang of it, and refuse to stop reading.

hah! i nearly bump into everyone who's walking towards me.

ending up, everyone who's walking towards me,

have to move away just because i'm walking towards them -.- hahahahaha.

im feeling so fly like a G6 :P

Yes, it hurts a lot when you get to know that you can never trust anyone,

except for yourself.

lesson learnt for today :) well, thats what i learnt though.

hah, and im okay with going around the school alone.

I might even find my TRUE FRIEND if i were to walk around alone anyway.

hehehehhehe.

And of course, i will only hang onto Firzanah if there's any pair work or something.

same goes to her.

but other than that, we'll go our own ways.

I've been busy these days.

well, with school work and stuffs.

and other then that, i'm also too tired to update about my daily life.

this is just for temporary.

Maybe after this post, i won't update till Friday or weekends kay?

Oh and btw! I can't wait for this weekend.

i'm really looking forward to going Karaoke with the NT's boys and Firzanah.

well, hopefully though. hah!

Not to forget, i can't wait to meet the boy.

He was tired too for school.

bleah, everyone's tired okay.

and these few days, all i did was,

go school, study, go home, eat, do school work, sleep.

thats all okay!

Boring teenage life. i guess so.

Wait! That is for weekdays. NOT weekends :)

weekends lain cerita lah horrrrrrr.

Okay, thats about it for now. bye! :D

Psssst, i miss the boy too much alr :(

Meet up soon, prettyboy.!

Dang, mama is not at home.

I'm alone at home now.

Craving for chocolate.

ahhhhh, budak gemok is already too gemok liaaaaao!

struggling but yet surviving.

2011-02-22T01:56:00.000-08:00

This girl, Firzanah, the only girl i can trust right now.

I strongly declare, that the others are bullshits.

a bunch of bullshits people.

It's only Tuesday, the second day of the week, and i'm alr feeling so lethargic.

Fuck, and those problems that are coming towards me,

are so like.... dang.!

I can't hold onto it anymore.
I can only clang onto the boy and Firzanah for now in school.

Hmph.

I just hope my weekdays could end faster.

so i dont have to see their faces.

ah, fuck them upside down lah kay.

Worldssss only.

Biler mau grow up, babe?

Kau, supposed to be 16 years old.

abeh perangai mcm budak budak kentalan jubo.

grow up, okay?

Seriously, whats the point of being friends when they can't accept you for who you are?

Seriously ah, bullshit sia.

Tak suke, berambus okay?

Tak mati, takde kawan.

faham tak? then now, nak bobal pasal puki?

Memang tk kacau puki kau.

Tapi kalau kau dari dulu tengah tunggu time nak attack aku,

better still aku kacau puki kau dulu kan?

Besar pey pukimak eh kau.

Kasi muka naik kepala *Two middle fingers up your pussy*

my friends is always better than yours.

2011-02-19T18:13:00.000-08:00

Well, it's Sunday.

what do you expect from a Sunday morning?

bleah, i woke up super duper early today.

God knows why -.- I can't get to sleep.

Texted the boy yesterday, and dang.!

he was aslept within minutes.

baik, aku bobal sorang eh -_-

Otp once again with Dhalena.

crap with her all night.

Karaoke during the night.

hahahahah. Macam budak tak betol only horrrh.

And yes, i can't wait to meet her.

Meet up soon lah Pasola!

rindu kau tau bachaaaaaaa.! :P

I don't know if the boy will be coming over today.

he said he would.

but looking at his state, i pity him barhs.

In pain, yet still want to come.

hmphhhhh. How many days never meet ahhhh ? :(

Aiyoh, rindu serindu rindunya lahhhhhh.

Hmm, we'll see how lorh.

Endure....endure......... -.-

Oh, called firzanah yesterday.

yes, she was very pissed with THAT GIRL.

omg, and yeah, firzanah really want to speak to her.

if she ever gets on her nerves,

i think firzanah might even slapped her.

aiyohyohhhhh. hahahahahha.

kecoh or whatssss ahhh.

But well, i must say, THAT GIRL deserve it :)

I needa find three recipes for my F&N.

but dang, i don't know what to do.

hahahahahahah!

so probably, tmr i'll copy fyr's :)

and fuck yeah, our CLOSE FRIEND, finally showed her true colours.

fuggew.fuggew.fuggew.

asshole, i dislike the both of you, like totally okay! -.-

you suck, nigga.

2011-02-19T02:12:00.000-08:00

More pictures at facebook.

heeee. Apparently, went out with Aisyah today since my Saturday was like a total bore.

Okay, actually since yesterday i've guessed.

Since the boy has got his Boxing competition, does it mean i have to stuck at home?

Totally NO! okay.

So accompanied Aisyah to meet the guys from Monfort.

Well, im not really close to them, so i didn't really had fun though.

but they seems friendly :)

Supposed to meet Ridhwan today.

but aiyah! Last minute ahhh, tired ahhh.

leg cramp ahhhh.

hhahaha, nonsence only me ah.

Standard ah nana :P

End up kill time at Somerset.

bump into certain people.

wow, many people do know me though.

Kay, sorry if i didn't called you guys cause i can't see.

i forgotten to bring my specs, how silly can that be?! Potek ~

So the boy's competition was today and he lose.

It's okay. He told me, the guy was big. too big for him to handle.

it's not a fair game.

hahahaha. Pity him.

His face, all swollen -.- his head, giddy all over.

aiyohyohhhh.

tmr meet me, confirm okay lahhh.

hahahahahahah xD

Last night, otp with Dhalena.

Omg! it has been so long you'know!

And we shared so many things tgr.

and damn, i was supposed to meet her today,

but.....nevermind :/

Oh, i heard what happen to masturah.

hahahahah, aiyoh.

perangai like my perangai during primary school only.

why ah? hahaha.

haiyo, drop your parent's water face only. blueeeeeek :P

Oh wait.! Did you see the latest THING that happen at fb?

hahahahah. that was so crap.

aper je, stepping gerek only horrrrh this girl.

aiyohyohhhhh.

Anyway, guess what, i just realised something.

the girl whom i've always been closed to, is a bitch.

She rather lied to me and fyrzanah and go with HER -.-

bagus, aku suke perangai kau (Y)

Thumbs up for her, everybody.

Next time, whenever she's not in sch, don't come and crawling to us, okay? :)

Takecare ah horh 'FRIEND' -.-

So much of your....... true friend.

Shit -.-

so many things has happened with a blink of an eye.

2011-02-17T22:16:00.000-08:00

Like, oh em gee.

It's Friday. TGIF.

First and foremost, this week has been very suckish for me.

like, seriously.

why? cause the boy can't get to go home with me barhs ):

boohhhoooo.!

He's packed with his remedial schedule.

and even though today he doesn't have his remedial,

he can't go home with me too.

cause, he's going to weight in for his boxing competition tmr.!

Omg omg omg.! I'm the one who can feel the tension. pscht.

Secondly, I passed my Bio paper like, omg :P

okay, not really shocking for me though.

plus, its only a just pass.

boring much? I know right.

well, its better than nothing -.-

It's been days since i last spent time with Charles, Han and the boy horrrrrrrh.

Aiyohyoh, rindu lah sangatssssss.

Should meet up soon, totally.!

Thirdly, there's a tiff just now.

It seems like,Firzanah can't handle it alone o.O

Pity her. but since it's not my problem, so i stay out of it barhs.

but i don't know where my mistake lies till like, i'm the one who was in fault too? :O

What the hell did i do? -.- hahahaha.

i find it funny, seriously.

especially the part when firzanah said something like,

'Sebelum kau nak bobal pasal aku, kening gy straight kan dulu.'

like wtf, fyr, how can an eyebrow be straight?

ahahahah. it'll look fucking awkward.

I was laughing so hard about that! hahahahahaha.

Fourthly, I learnt a lot of things from Khai today.

wow, like seriously.

he can be promoted to NA.

no, he's MUCH better than an NA student like seriously.

but sadly, the boy just doesn't like me to mixed with them.

but why? They are good creatures.

hahahaha, Creatures :P okay, maybe not Reza.

but well, they are kind to me afterall :O awwwwwwwh :(

It is NEVER easy to handle an over-protective boyf -.- Zzzzz.

Lastly, i just realised, my true friends aren't all.

Not everyone, yes. not all my girls.

those are just laughing friends.

but true friends are hard to find seriously.

So i don't particularly believe in this word 'bestfriend'. well

of course they don't exist.

Human being just make up stories for this word.

ahhh, crap. I'm still searching for my true friend, seriously :(

Every 13th.

2011-02-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

okay, firstly, i know it sounded so wrong to see me updating my blog on Monday.

but hey, i just think i have an important thing to announce here.

hehehehehhehehehehehehehehe.

Firstly, Happy Valentines Day to all couples :)

Well, not only couples, easier said, to everyone.

hahhaha, have a great day with your..... loved ones? ya. hahaha.

Secondly, Happy 7th Monthsary to the boy and me.

7th month, supposed to be 9 horh.

but it's okay, pelan pelan kayuh only ahhh.

haahahhaha :) But i'm sure we'll make it though.

So i brought him somewhere yesterday.

weeeee, i got new pictures to be uploaded but... neh, lazy. Soon alright? :)

Thanks to those who wished us.

gheeehheee.

Thirdly, i just found out something recently.

Wow, aper tengok tengok cik abang....? hahahahha.

Damn, i felt something whenever i look at him.

but... no! He tricked my friend's feelings.

aiyoh, not good you'know.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Omg, what's happening to me? -.- stupid.

Oh, btw Bio common test just now.. was, average? alright,

let's have some confidence to pass, atleast?

I hope so. hehehehe. kay bye, im hungry xD

please let the time go slow today.

2011-02-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

Oh, this photo was taken on Sunday.

when the boy was over my house.

and yeah, this was seriously candid.

why? cause i was showing him how i take pictures when i was a kid and he went to snap my face.

Shits, like paisey only.

but somehow, looks cute though, HE SAID.

hahahahahaha :P

It's Saturday, and i just finished my research.

Next, is my homework.

brrrr. lucky for me, this time, not much homework.

gheee, can like slack abit horh.

but sadly, Monday it's bio paper.

and i really have to pass my Bio for goodness sake.

I can't afford to fail bio -.-

Fail in bio = Failure in everything.

like, seriously *Ms Jas's accent* Irritating only ahhh.

Anddddddddd guess what, tmr is the 13th! Omg, time flies really fast you'know!

like, omggggg. ahahaha.

And yes, i'm planning to take him somewhere since it has always been him,

who bring me all around.

Let it be my turn barhs.

but well, we'll see how okay? :) Hopefully things works.

and alsoooo, i have to get Charles's birthday present.

shits, asshole la that white.

but currently, i felt very pity for him.

Hello, i tried to help okay.

but the girl, just don't seems to give a fuck.

so, what can i say ~ :O

So, today shall just stuck at home.

Rot plus, do some homework first.

i can't afford to spent my monthsary with doing my homework -.-

aiyoh. ahhahaha.

dang. my shoulders, hurts so bad ):

Too tired alr.

hmmmmmmmmmm. Nak holidays pleaseeeeee >.<

my love for you will never ends easily boy, i love you.

2011-02-11T02:08:00.000-08:00

Weeee, it's Friday.

But too bad for me, my research is still not done.

Guess what, i did my research last night for like few hours.

And till today, i can't even complete it.

I did a little, i get hungry. I paused, i ate, i continued.

but the next thing i realized, i overslept at the laptop -.-

dang, stupidddddddddddddddddddddd.

School was just fine today. hmmmmm, stayed back, supposingly to watch soccer.

but sadly, it was postponed.

stupiddddddddddddddddddd. I know right.

So kill time with Charles and Farhan.

hah, crap with them.

the boy had to go for NCC.

I really pitied Charles.

damn, he nearly cried okay when i asked him about his previous life story.

felt very sorry for him, haha.

So i decided to help him to have a talk with Her :)

Hopefully it works.

i can't promise but i will try.

that's what i told him though.

umm, all the best for us lah horrrrrh.

Oh, not only i kill time with them, also with my girls, not to forget :)

Plus, Zafiq and Reza.

very very very cute lahhhhhhhh.

hahahahah. Played his Iphone all the way.

around 4.45, head home.

Since the boy is having his NCC break, he decided to sent me to bustop.

Miss him so much lahhhhhhhhhh.

So both of us sweet talk each other ahh.

hahahah, like cialak only horh.

Reached home, nobody's at home.

aiyoh, more cialak ahhhh.

Bio, there's still few pages i've not done ):

shitzxzczxczxczxczcz.

Till when can i have peace for like, seriously -.-

aiyohhhhhhh. okay lah, bye.

behind every revenge lies a sweet smile.

2011-02-10T02:58:00.000-08:00

Ohhhh myyyyy goodness sake.

It's Thursday, and hell what? People are supposed to be happy over the weekends as it's coming over, but me? Dang, i got tons of work to do.

My research are not done, my bio homework, aren't complete.

baik, and yeah when other people was like,

"Hey Weekends!!!!" i just seat down there and went like, "Hey weekends....... :|"

God, boring or whatssss ah?!

and shit, i got back my malay common test.

I got myself 20 FOR REAL?!

like, wtf. I've never got that low before for malay.

and guess what, all these while, my malay teachers has been those 'gerek-gerek' kind u'know!

and this year, Mdm Aszrina. like, god, couldn't the year gets any worser -.-

She's like, quite strict, and the class went quiet.

wah nbcb, fucking bored sia!

I prefer Junaidah, like hello?! -.-

Every week, i can like only touch the computer for like, two or three times?

No, not because i'm being controlled.

it's because i'm too busy doing my school stuffs.

and guess what, i started out very well in the first month,

second month, dropped down -.- Baik! aku suke.

I'm more into school soccer match nowadays.

like, omg. what the hell is wrong with me.

till the boy angry ): he really claimed that the other boys from other school might look at me la, what la.

nonsence ~ im not interested to the boys,

i'm interested to the match -_-

Plus, there will be Farhan looking after me -.-

everytime i took a GLANCE to the soccer boys, Farhan will like, show middle finger to me.

like, wth. why am i given eyes for? hahahahahha!

kay, joke. but seriously lahhhh.

ahh, whatever. i gotta start doing my research now.

Shall update on a weekend alrights.

Oh did i mentioned, 13 is on Sunday?

well, uh-huhhhhhhhh! Me likezxzcxzczxzc! :P

right, byebye! :D

beautiful life.

2011-02-06T01:37:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday.

For the first time, my Sunday just sucks a lot.

Why? cause the boy won't be coming over :(

awwwh. reason? nah, just want a time off first barhs.

Plus, i heard from mama, first sister coming over.

since her flight for tmr is early morning, she gotta be fast.

but, im...not sure of anything yet :/

So as you can see, it's really hard for me when the boy's not over here with me.

Why? cause i'm at home with kakak only.

Second sister, out with my niece.

like, dang it.! Nobody can entertain my nonsence isit?

shitzxzcxzczxzcxcxzcz.

Boring boring Sunday, i know right.!

So, i did my homework just now.

so like, last minute one lorh.!

Amazingly, i did some math practice.

like so, wow? hhhhahahhaha.

first time though, cause i heard from the boy sec four math is tough o.O

So i better buck up now barhs.

still got time, nevermind :)

I sang loudly just now like nobody's business.

Imagining, i was in some kind of at a big stage, singing like one frog losing it's voice -.-

hahahahaha. crap ~ that was just for entertainment.

Oh, did i mentioned what happened yesterday?

Well, followed mama to Giant to brought some stuffs and head home.

at around 6+ going 7, mama and second sister plus my niece went to my aunt's house.

The boy then come over, and we sing song loudly.

hahahaha. dang, its alr late at night and yet we can still shout here and there.

funny lorh yesterday, i suke please! :D

At around 8+ going 9, he decided to head home,

since his brother was at home and nobody's taking care of him.

sent him to bustop, and i head home.

and dang, second sister brought home MacD.

like shitzzxzcxzcz, three days straight ate MacD.

Plus, after eating straight away i take a nap.

Perangai like budak gemok only.

Well, not really a nap like, it's alr 12 by then i finished eating.

hahahahhaa.

The boy called me around 1.30? yeah, otp till 4.30 -.-

hahahahha. crap all night horh.

Talked to him until my eyes half open only.

hehehehehehe, alrights. long enough horh i post today.

whatever, shall update more.

byebye! Lots of Love :P Aiyoh, hahahahahaha!

love that cannot be replaced.

2011-02-04T18:55:00.000-08:00

Well, i have to say, yesterday's plan cock up.

Supposed to went out with Amsyar all.

But, the boy wanted to meet me.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

So had to cancelled plans with Amsyar, Hakim, etc.

I felt so bad lorh.! -.-

Headed to Bugis, brought my bangle.
and shit, i left my another ten bucks.

stupid me.

Head to Vivo since many shops closed.

stupid, spent time there, laughing like nobody's business.

Talked about life and sorts.

Shooting stars isittttttt? ^.^

And he nearly cried, dang.! Kesian like babs onlyyyyy ah.!

around 8+, Papa came to fetch us.

Papa sent the boy at Pasir Ris.

and dang, you know what, something happened.

Stupid kopitiam, kesian matair aku.

Well, papa asked both of us to buy two CARTONS of plain water.

the auntie said, one CARTON, TEN bucks.

so we thought, okay. brought it, and pity the boy ah, heavy, have to bring until the bus.

and guess what, the auntie ran after us to claimed that one CARTON, is actually 26.80.

dang, the boy talked to the auntie.

i was totally pissed.

told papa, and papa say cancel. shitszxzcxzcxzcz.

Sent back, and the auntie fucking said we cannot refund.
dumb right? how can they say cannot refund -.- aiyohyohhhhhh.

papa called the boss and they nearly fought.

okay, actually can see that the boss is alr drunk lorh -.-

hah! until the boss ask the boy,

"Who's this ah? who's this?"
the boy said, "ahh, my father ah. my father." hahahahha.

anyhow shoot only :P After papa had a "talk" with him, he gave in -.-

sucka. hahaha, got back the money and sent the boy home.

gheeeeee, my friday is spent successfully.

As for today, cousin is having her ... what shall i call that.

er, aiyah, i dont know ah what.

it's like a ceremony. not a wedding, but.. i dont know whats that call actually.

Trolololol. Mama asked me to bring the boy too.

hmmmmm, see how lah horh :) alrights, thats it for today. byebye.

suffer now, enjoy later!

2011-02-03T18:43:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but i miss this girl above.

Aiyohyohhhhh.! hahahaha.

She has been asking me out for some time.

but, i haven't found the right time to go out with her.

i've been busy with school work, forgodsake!

And since we've been apart, i just can't seems to get closer with her because we're in different classes.

how sad? :( But still, our friendship continues though :)

I've been calling her since morning,

her mum said she's not at home.

where the hell can she be?
When she ask me out, im not free.

when i ask her out, she'll go missing.! -.-

dang! hahahaha.

today's plan, well not much.

Meeting the boy probably.

Oh, i had a fun time yesterday with my cousins. gheeeeeee ~ :)

Oh shits, my homeworks not done yet.

ahhh, standard Nana ~ -.-

complicated.

2011-02-01T21:02:00.000-08:00

I don't know if it was my fault or not.

Okay, maybe i was.

I shouldn't have behaved like that but hey, i was just pissed okay.

today just sucks lah.

well, not really. cept, for the times i spent with my girls.

Hmmmmmmmmm.

Firstly, went to sch with the boy and he was late.

that fucked my day alr.

Instead of fetching the bus at 7, he got the bus at 7.30.

How pissed can i get? Very okay, very!

He reached sengkang around 7.45.

wah, bingit je eh member.

sabar eh sabar. In the end, both of us flag a taxi and off to sch.

And, stupid taxi driver. Instead of taking the short route,

he took the longer route and we took the bigger cab.

ah fuck that fuck fuck fuck.

That's one. Secondly, the CNY concert was a real boredom lorh.!

I can tell you, i prefer to be sleeping on my bed lah horh !

Thirdly, the boy just have to make me feel this shit.

After had breakfast at Banquet, he freakingly showed me his frigging attitude.

thanks lah eh, baik.

aku suke perangai kau (Y)

Okay, this part, maybe im at fault too. but i was just trying to tell him to go back to his friends.

and he fuckingly pulled my hand off and asked me to walk faster.

fuck that okay, i can still remember the way he looked at me,

wah mintak kene tampar sia.

sumpah, tak tipu.

and then, he texted me asking me to come down as he wants to apologized.

and all i did was nod my head, mcm budak taik.

Baik? -.- Sial eh sial betol perangai.

Takpe, sabar. Patience... this is life -_- !

kimaks, geram or whatssssss ah!

so many things has happened with a blink of an eye.

2011-02-01T02:34:00.000-08:00

Whenever i look at this photo, i will laughed. This was the moment, Danial totally lazy to entertain me liao. See la, he don't even want to see the camera, at least -.- Well, it's Tuesday today. and i'm already tired for the week. Lucky for me, CNY coming :) So tmr will be the last day of the week. Gereks or whatsss ahhhh.! hahahahah :P Thursday might be going out with family. The boy following ah? Hopefully ah eh. Had Epic programme today. Cut hair till botak in the middle. hhahaaha. funny sia the way i cut it. Met the boy right after i ended since he waited for me and i was alr late -.- rushed down and saw him. haha, i whined all the way just to ask him go sch with me ahhh tmr. aiyoh yohhhhhh. like that also have to whine, like baby only. i know right. but hey, thats what i had always done okay. I whine, till he give in. Trolololol! okay, thats about it. im lazy to update more. byebye! :D

missed.

2011-01-29T19:41:00.000-08:00

Im lazy to do a proper update. Just point forms will do kay?

Went to have dinner with family last night.
Reached home around 9+ going 10.
straight away, i slept -.- Like pig, i know right.
Today's Sunday. The boy coming over much? duhh.!
Can't wait, i miss him like so many much! :D

time will fade all the memories away.

2011-01-27T23:33:00.000-08:00

Sec one.

Sec two.

Sec three.

Wow. i do grow that fast. The last time i saw was, im in sec one. Time flies really fast.

I know right. And hey, guess what Faheem said? Sec one, i was a little bit brighter, as in my skin. Wtf, better than him lah, black betol that mamba! hahahaha

Okay, this is like, my second post?

yeah. I suddenly feel like updating, God knows why. okay, thats it.

-.- bye.

blardy hell.

2011-01-27T22:27:00.000-08:00

This is us :) hahahahah. Me and Hidayu during sec one. Omg, so cutezxzcxzczxcz or whatsss ahhh.? hahahaha. Okay, so schooled today. I can say, i really abhor school. It's got nothing to do with the educations. it's just my surroundings. I just abhor it when i see her face. I don't want her to be in the same class as us. I want my old friends, to be together. Not with her. she's not a part of us, literally. shits -.- I felt so lethargic after school just because i have to see her face almost everyday. Someone, please smash a piece of wood to her face so she won't be able to come to sch and on the other hand, me, dont have to see her blardy face -.- brrrh! Charles, maybe his right. He can insult her badly for all i care. I don't even care anymore. Insult her, say whatever you want about her. I've told her many times that i was sorry, but she just getting over my limits, so yeah, i started to hate her. whatever ahhhh.! Right, so currently, im reading back my past post. omg, got Hafiz, got Afik. aiyoh yohhhhh. Tumblr nowwwwwwwzxzxzzzzcx!

love that cannot be replaced.

2011-01-27T01:42:00.000-08:00

I suddenly missed Indonesia so much lorh :( So it's Thursday today and i'm finally over with my fever. well, but not my cough :( I've got tons of homework to do but my Chemistry, Zakaria helped me do a few pages. hahahaha. Not bad, he's trying to promote to NA. which is, a good thing though :) Homed with the boy today. and yes, i can say that i really really missed him alot. Like, throughout the whole journey in the bus, he held my hand all the way without letting go. hahaha. so cute only horh like that. And we ended with a little kissy :P Nyek nyek! hahahah. Unfortunately, Adik Icha saw it la horh. aiseybedah, paisey only ahhhhh.! hahahahahaha :P Oh, Farhan was there to, escort me home. Lol. Arifeen was in the same bus as us, Navin and Charles :D Those guys were very very awesome lahhhhhhhhhhhhh.! -.- kay whatever. And currently, Eiliyah's down with high fever and so mama had to sent her to the doctor. and me, have to accompany her. shitzxzcxzxzcxzcxzc.! bye -.-

shorty get loose.

2011-01-26T01:08:00.000-08:00

How cuter can my niece gets? :)

Sorry for not posting for the past few days. I was down with fever. Thanks to the boy for passing his fever and flu to me. Great eh. hahaha. So school day has been very suckish for me. From now on, stop asking me about my bestfriend. Cause for me, bestfriends don't exist. All that are bullshit. Lessons were fine, im able to cope up with all subjects which is a great improvement for me. hahah, I have been forcing myself to school since Monday cause i don't wish to miss out any lessons. I may sounds clumsy but ..... :O Oh well, i got a goal to achieve. haha, sorry for the short post but i really got to go. Shall update soon. bye! :D

struggling but yet surviving.

2011-01-21T20:08:00.000-08:00

This picture just reminds me of Tumblr lorh!

hahahhaa. Okay, so today's Saturday and i don't feel like it's a Saturday at all.

shitzxzczxczxczxzcxz! reason? Cause i'm awake at 7+ for goodness sake.

I don't even know why.

It's too early for a Saturday morning.

So, no plans for today. My bio homework, still not done :( Left a few more pages.

shits.! And i don't think i'm meeting the boy today.

Probably, meeting him tmr.

Dang.! Miss him like so much like that ahhhhhhhh.!

baybaybaybaybeeeeeee. hahahahahah.

Okay, thats about it for today.

at home with Eiliyah only. Rot rot rot.! -.-

Mama early morning went to First sister's house alr. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

okay byebyebyebyebye!

I got a terrible nightmare. Freaking scary, i tell you!

my love for you will never ends easily boy, i love you.

2011-01-21T03:11:00.001-08:00

Right, this picture above is so me -.- hahahaha. I was packed with my schedule for work. But, thank God, it's Friday :) So i may like laze around a little bit. But hey, Bio, there's TONS of pages to be done okay. I repeat eh, TONS. Shits, when i went studying with my babes just now, can you like believe it, i can't even have the time to complete. Why? cause there's too many pages for god sake. ugh! Furthermore, i accidentally left my journal below my desk. How stupid can i be. shucks! Studied at MacD, Amsyar and the others then came over. Oh, did i mentioned that i have to head home alone today? Yeah :( Cause the boy was sick and couldn't go to school. shitzxzczxczxczxc! Please get well soon, i don't want to go home alone anymore. awh :( I still had to continue my work later on. Look, at now my backbone, hurts like hell. ugh, fuck. okay, plus i've got new pictures to upload but.... errr, lazy :/ hhehehe. Right, suddenly missing the boy like that ahhhhh.! Whole day never meet isit? :(

beautiful life.

2011-01-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

Firstly, Happy Fifteen birthday to this auntie of mine.

hahahahhaha. This makcik has always been there for me through my ups and downs.

she has been the one who understands me most among all my friends.

I really appreciate having her as my friend eventhough we get to a very rough start.

All the best in life, okay auntie?! :D

There's just so many things happening that i have not enough time to update. and i apologised for that. School has been processing quite well. I'm finally able to cope with my Math and so are my other subjects :) There's tons of work to be done lorh. So like, dang it lah horh. But it's okay. gheeeeeeeee. School went well today and we did a little of the sabo-ing thingy at Firzanah. hahahahah. Funny funny moments horh. Since the bacin is meeting her boyfriend, me and the boy *Let me just change his name* decided to go to MacD since mama did not cooked anything today. Sadly, the boy is down with fever. like, awwwwwh :( Right after had Mac, off home. Bumped into 'certain people' which i don't wanna mention. Im pissed at her, yes very. okay thats about it. shall continue with my work, work, work! Goodbye :) shall update more.

blardy hell.

2011-01-19T01:11:00.000-08:00

WILL BLOG A PROPER ONE SOON! I PROMISE.

SORRY, BUT IM BUSY LATELY. HEHEHEHEHEH.

To one girl, YOU ARE A SEC FOUR STUDENT, SO PLEASE BEHAVE LIKE A SEC FOUR, PUH-LEASE.

POKE NOSE AT A SEC THREE'S PROBLEM FOR WHAT?!

JAGA TEPI KAIN ORANG, KAIN SENDIRI TERLONDEH TAK TERJAGA!

to that one guy, DARI DULU AKU BENCI KAU. YES, FROM LAST TIME I'VE HATED YOU.

EVENTHOUGH YOU ARE FYRZANAH'S EX, SO WHAT.

I STILL HATE YOU, SORRY BYE.

AND SINCE YOUR SUCHA PERVERT, THAT MAKES ME HATE YOU MORE.

SO YEAH, FUCK OFF.

SORRY ONCE AGAIN READERS. BYEBYE!

someone who prove to me that life is beautiful.

2011-01-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

AUGUST=ATTITUDE

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

FEBRUARY=THUG

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥

Look at whaaaaaaaaat i've found in Tumblr. Lol. I only take two cause it's only me and My Boo. make a guess okay which one is mine, which one is My Boo's :) Well, it's true actually. hahahahah. The way it describes me, very true. you'know, having that boisterous attitude. bleah, whatever. I'm still happy being me alrights. Anyway, tmr's Monday. And i'm finally done with my F&N coursework. Cept, one more question. wait till tmr barhs. hehehehehhehe :P So, My Boo came over just now but for awhile only :( Cause he had to go out with his dad. nevermind, atleast i get to meet him. hahahah. He went home around 5+. Frigging early for a Sunday :( Left me and Kakak. She've gone to sleep. Left me alone. If My Boo were to be here, confirm he'll accompany me siah. wahlau :( pscht. I only got my computer and Psp to accompany me for the night since my niece is not around. shiet. I've warned My Boo not to be late tmr for like, many times? hahahah. cause im afraid he might be late. you'know, he took forever to like get ready -.- worst then a girl, i tell you! alright, bye. my eyes, are kind of sleepy too. hahahahaha :D Shall blog tmr, God Willing :D

my weekends ended too fast ):

2011-01-15T18:14:00.000-08:00

Well, Good morning? hahahaha. Im awake pretty early today. Too early for a Sunday Morning, i know right. My Boo coming over today, i guess. It seems like, everyday i'm seeing him. sheesh. hahahahha. Don't get me wrong, i like it lol. He and his stupid lamest joke which makes me laughed like hell. hahahah :P Cute lahhhhhhhhhhh. Kay enough, make me miss him only horrrrh. Anyway, i don't feel like going school tmr. I guess, my weekends ended too fast :( F&N coursework is not done yet yo! but nevermind, there's always my girls to be get scolded with me. hehehehehhee. alright, thats about it. I want to have my breakfast now. byebye! :D

i just need somebody to love.

2011-01-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

My Saturday was spent very well :D In the end, I went out with My Boo only. Didn't went to Grandmother's house. Hahahahhaha. My Boo fetched me from my house and we went to Whitesand. Bumped into Ridzwan -.- Ex-crush isitttttttttt. LOL, and he showed me the ' o.O ' looks. aiyoh, now not handsome alr ahhh that boy. Pierce here, pierce there. tsk, spoil the image only horrrrrr. My Boo brought his beg and we went down to Cotton On since i'm out of new tops. shitzzcxzcxzczxc! Brought one for Kakak also. (Please say thank you -.-) My Boo then decided to head down to Vivo. And since i kept complaining to him that i was hungry, he brought me to a hawker center. Ftw? hahahahah! Had Chicken Rice with him and since im having my stomach cramps due to period, decided to head home. Trololol. hahahahhaha. Laughed with My Boo all the way. like, wth -.- hahahahaha! And now, currently im at home waiting for Mama to come home since she said we might be going out to have dinner again -.- pscht. Last minute, she ask me to bring My Boo along. Too bad, he went off alr. Booooohhhhhooooooo! :( Okay, enough. shall update tmr. byebyebye! :D

struggling but yet surviving.

2011-01-14T18:13:00.000-08:00

Today is Saturday! Like finally, my weekends arrived :D But there's still next week. Pscht. oh well, I'm done with my homeworks. i know right :P There's tons of homework and i've completed them in just one night. heheheheheheh. Read the whole chapter one for History. Talking about History, Mr Zul won't be taking us anymore. shitszxzczxczxcz! Instead, it's Mr Bobby Goh. Wtf? -.- ugh. anywayyyyyyy, F&N coursework is still not completed yet. brrrrrrrr. Alright, put school things aside first. Today's plan was to follow My Boo to buy his new bag. but, aint sure yet. He's not even awake now. brrrrrr. Plus, going to Grandmother's house too. And i shall drag My Boo along too. hehhehehehe. Okay, im tired. Shall update more okay :D

i just need somebody to love.

2011-01-13T01:55:00.000-08:00

Oh look! It's the 13th today! and it means, Happy 6th monthsary to me and My Boo. Ghees, thanks for the wishes guys, appreciate it alotzxczxzcxzcxzcxzcxc! :D So school today was normal? hah, i was like, tired almost every lessons. My work are not done yet. Chemistry and F&N, oh shieeeeet. Everything not done and i still can have the time spending on the computer. best -.- Im so doom next week. So basically, school's fine. Understood almost every lesson which is a pretty good thing isn't? Met up with Nurul today. yes, my skps bestfriend. omg, its been months since we last met okay. hah, after so much of craps, head home. Sadly, i couldn't head home with My Boo today because im busy with my stuffs and so does he. But, we'll go home tgr again tmr. yeyeyyy! Miss punching, beating, kissing, hugging, mentel-ing with that guy. hehehehhhehe! byebyeeee!

fast is flying super fast this time round.

2011-01-12T01:44:00.000-08:00

Surprisingly, i'm ain't that busy today. Eventhough sec 3's life is kind of busy, i've still got time for my blog though. Okay, something really caught my attention when i read the net today. like, oh wow. Thanks eh for the nick. I like it :) Buto, depan aku step baik. Puki mak kau masai, bodoh. So as i was saying, today's the second week of school, and i alr feel like it's been a month. Im freaking tired of school. I'm waiting for my weekend, oh puh-lease :( Homed with My Boo today. but not tmr, cause i'm meeting Nurul Shafiqah! like, yeyyyyyyyyyy! Finally. hehehehehehe. Anyway, tmr is me and My Boo's 6th Monthsary. Wow, time really do flies fast okay. It seems like, just yesterday it's our first month. haha! okay, byebye. im tired of updating. shall update more okay :D

New mission: Make parents be proud of me :D

2011-01-11T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hey, Sorry for not updating for some times. I've been very very busy lately and have not had enough time to even lay my fingers on this keyboard. Eventhough i'm feeling very very sleepy now, i still make the effort to update everything i can for my people :) So, may God bless me. thank you. hahahahhaa. Anyway, so many things happen lately. and of course, you guys don't expect me to like, tell everything right? I don't even know if i can remember. hahahha, But one of the things that happen now is that, i'm having a tiff with My Boo and i hate it, alot. ugh, whatever. Plans of meeting Nurul, my skps Bestf was cancelled tmr. Will be meeting her on thursday instead. Right, im tired. I will update only when im free. So, do catch up with my blog okay? :) The reason im alr serious this year is that, i've promised myself that i want to make my parents proud. I realised i've not been making them proud all 14 years of my life. and i will ensure that i will make them proud, this time. and if i were to make a wish like that, i have to start now right? So, all the best for me :D and you guys too yo! ^.^

missed.

2011-01-08T23:01:00.000-08:00

I don't know if im meeting My Boo today or not :(

Boohhooooo. His not even sure himself due to ... [insert sentence here].

Ugh, whatever. Boring lah, parents not at home every sunday.

and don't tell me i'll be spending my sunday night alone? :(

Rindu My Boo please.

Nak My Boo, nak My Boo, nak My Boo! :'(

party hard all night.

2011-01-07T19:50:00.000-08:00

Today is Saturday. Like finally i get to lay my hands on the keyboard. First week of school is down, and i'm so glad cause i manage to pull myself through to go through the first week of school with No problems at all. Anyway i have to say this. The seating arrangement in my class, sumpah nonsence. Can you like, frigging imagine, i was the only loud one when the rest are noobs? I was the only one making a lot of noise, but the rest, just keep quiet and look at me -.- eeeeeeeeeeeeeee, very very very nonsensical, i swear. So today is Saturday and i don't think i'm going anywhere. cause i'm very tired. Last night, went to Campfire with Shahidah and Ninie Keciq :) Only the three of us, and we make a whole bunch of noise everywhere. hahahaha. Homed with Zakaria and the two of my girls. Sent Ninie Keciq, followed by Shahidah and lastly, Zakaria sent me home. and we WALKED from school till my house -.- Well, not really home. we went compass to have MacD first before going home. Creepy things happened to us, but we just kept quiet. I nag at him all the way. I complaint saying i was tired and sorts. blablabla. hahahaha, and he have to face all those naggings. hahahhah! Pity him, now his leg is in pain. hahahahah, he told me alot of stories, actually. Lol, alrights. shall update tumblr now. bye!

beautiful life.

2011-01-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

Sorry i didn't update my bloggy yesterday. Was super tired. So nothing much happened yesterday. As for today, lesson started but the whole class didn't bring any books -.- hahahaha, so we didn't really studied though. Get to meet our Subject teachers and bla bla bla. Okay, my shoulders hurts so bad :( Homed with My Boo as usual. This time, head home straight. No bubble tea anymore for me :( hahhaha. bleah, but before that, spent time with girls for like, 30 minutes? ahhaha, pathetic, i know. that bacha lahhh ask me go home -.- pscht. whatever, okay byebye! I miss Syasyah Te'amo :(

Back to school, yo!

2011-01-04T01:01:00.000-08:00

I've got a lot of things to blog. hehehehehehe, So today was the very first day of school. Okay, here's the thing. I was really NOT ready for school. Why? It's not because i prefer holiday than school. That's sick, i know EVERYBODY loves that, isn't? I wasn't ready due to, firstly, at night i had a hard time sleeping. I slept at 10+, woke up at 2+. Played facebook on my phone till 3+. Selva entertained me. great. Secondly, Im having flu, nose block and a slight fever. This irritates me alot. as in, really! -.- That's one of the reasons too of why i had a hard time sleeping. Thirdly, My skirts are like, shucks. Frigging long. Till it reaches the center of my knee. okay, nevermind. Maybe for the first day and second day, i'll be wearing that skirt. but for the rest of the week, short skirt lah then! hahahhaha. Okay, so you can say that i felt very very suckish at school today and all that thanks to my flu -_-

My bestfriend waited for me at compass. Standard ah, Nana lambat. tak kenal? hahahaha. alright, so i was late to meet her. but who cares, i just show her my *Sumpah-act-cute-face* and she'll laugh. hahahah, met the girls at bustop. and they hugged me like there's no tmr. Lol or what hah?! hahahahah. they miss me, i know. i know :) Without me, they won't be as noisy as they are now okay. hahhaha. Reached school, we are like one kanchiong spider, looking at the notice board to see our class. Okay, i was like, really hoping im not into 3n2. So does My Boo. and Thank God, I was put in 3n3 *BIG YEY!* Well, atleast i don't have to umm, you'know. uh, whatever. My Boo was like, happy for me :) The whole day, sucks -.- talk and talk and talk. You'know right, the feeling of suckish when you're having a slight fever and flu and yet, your teachers are like having talks and talks and more talks!. Eeeeeeee. okay, so umm umm. where was i? ah, yeah. as soon as we reach class, we talk like talking machine. heheheeheh. This year classmates are like, sumpah merepek -.- All anti-social like, what the fuck?! Ergh!

My Boo sent me home right after school. In the bus, i was like, craving for bubble tea. but he wouldn't let me had one :( All because of my flu, and my voice sounded like a boy. So i whined in the bus like no one's business. hahahaha, well since he can't take my whinning, he allow me to buy so. heheheheh! Thats why i love him so :P right, enough of the mushy parts. He sent me till i reach home and we parted. And i slept for 2 hours straight due to, tired, my irritating-ness of my flu -.- For the first time, i didn't slacked with my girls. Sorry girls, soon okay? :D So most of the times, Punggolites will be seeing me going home with My Boo cause he insisted i go home straight. But! If he happens to like, have an extra classes, i may slack awhile while waiting for him barhs. Alright, thats about it. oh, and i gotta tell you guys about this one girl, she seems to have forgotten about her friends and still got the guts to stare at us. Just wth have we done to you? -.- Gila ah? Your brain something wrong isit? Do you even know who you're staring at? Your friends who have help you alot when you're in trouble, mind you?! Wow, great job sangatssss eh. Perangai kau, besar punye pukimak *Two middle fingers up your pussy, yo! Okay, byebye!

fast is flying super fast this time round.

2011-01-03T03:46:00.000-08:00

So i'm stuck at home all alone for today since Mama and Eiliyah went to follow Papa and my other siblings working. Plus, i just had a slight fever just now. And till now, my flu hasn't got any better. i've been sneezing for quite a times. and this irritates my nose, irritate alot -.- I just had a chat at Facebook with My Boo. hah, he told me he've got feelings that [Insert sentence here]. Okay, that's crap okay. His imagination is running wild. I don't know how to explain to him that things are fine. haiyo! -.- Anywayyyyyy, i can't wait to meet my girls tmr. but, they say, we needa bring thermometer but where's my thermometer? Every year, surely it'll get lost. shucks. Boohoo! I heard from some people that this year, there's more minah sec one badges coming into our school. oh-hohhhhhhhh! No way. pscht. hmph, oh wells. Whateveeeeerrrr. Okay, i feel like chopping my nose now. Byebye!

School? Noooo :(

2011-01-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

Look at those curls! hahahahha. Hair was done at Indonesia :) Anyway, i'm not feeling very well today and yet, i've got school tmr. shucks -.- I've been sneezing and im having a nose block. Ugh, and my eyes have been very watery since just now. Awh :( So yesterday My Boo did came over, had his shower and we spent time joking around in my room. hahahaha, funny :P At around 9+, went Compasspoint with him to have his dinner and home by 10.30. Sent him to bustop first before going off. At MacD, we laughed out loud like no one's business. hahahahah. Alright, you'know what i just happened to like forget about sch the moment i woke up just now morning when suddenly Bestfriend called me and talked about school. brrrrr. hahahaha. God, i feel like chopping off my nose, really. I shall stop now. bye.

my weekends ended too fast ):

2011-01-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry i didn't update my bloggy yesterday. So as you'know, Friday went to Countdown with family. Sadly, My Boo can't be with us, but that's okay. Gotta understand his situation. Homed around 1+. I can say, this time, the celebration wasn't that fantastic. Awh :( nevermind. Yesterday was Naufal's hair cut ceremony. Held at my house, and again, My Boo can't come over since he gotta be out with his mum. And since he can't come over yesterday, he will be coming over today! yessaaaaa, like finally can meet horh. But, he will be going for training first, then he'll come over to have his shower and kill time at my house :) Mama and papa, early morning left the house alr. pscht. Left us, siblings and my niece. I can't wait to meet My Boo! yeyeyyyyyy! :D Oh, and two more days to school reopen. Ftw? So fast ): It seems like, my weekends ended too fast. Awh, but nevermind. My Boo will be my chauffeur (However it is spelt). He will be sending me back home. Only on Monday, he will come to send me to sch. right, thats about it. Kay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

missed.

2010-12-29T01:50:00.000-08:00

So today i'm stucked at home since Mama followed papa to fetch people.

Eiliyah just now told me she wanted to go 7-11 with me but when the moment i turn around,

that little monster had alr gone into her peaceful sleep. hahaha, cuteee ^.^

Pity her, nevermind. at night, i shall go 7-11 with her.

So i'm currently chatting Farhan and listening to Malay songs -.-

i don't know why, i'm suddenly in my 'malay-songs' mood. hahahahaha!

okay, I hate malay songs, but i don't know what's up with me today. weird ~~
So just now talked to My Boo, and he went very very mentel.
Rinduuuuu sekaaaaaali.

eeeee, mentelnye. hahahahahahahaha. alright, byebye! :D

a brand new year is coming your way pretty soon babes/dudes!

2010-12-28T04:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's plans for buying stationery, changed to today. hahahaha, yesterday end up going Woodlands to buy Eiliyah's school shoes. Yes, she's going to Nursery next year. wow, so big alr isit my little monster? I know right. gheezzzzzz. So thought of meeting My Boo today, but due to lazy-ness, nahhh ahhh. maybe meeting him on Friday or something :) Can't wait la, gonna hug that dawg tightly. hehehehhehe :P okay, i've nothing much to update. sorreeeeey, bye!

beautiful life.

2010-12-26T20:49:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH! Muke irritating kan, aku tau! :D This is how the minahreps do pouting. step cuteeee je ni semue -.-

So yesterday My Boo came over. but for awhile only since he needs to go out with his mum. I don't know why, when he came over, i was like, smiling away with him. I miss mentel-mentel with him marh, thats why ahhh. hahahah. We went all sneaky yesterday. Lol, around 730, sent him to bustop. Early right, i knowwww. He usually stayed over till around 10 or 11 sey :( sad or whatssss ahhh. nevermind la horh. anywayyy, so yeah as i was saying, sent him to bustop, did a handshake and off he go. ahhahaha, funny la he :P kay, so today will be buying stationery with Parents. gheee, byebye! :D

behind every revenge lies a sweet smile.

2010-12-26T00:48:00.000-08:00

Met up with My Boo yesterday. Passed him his sorvenior and we went Vivo. Papa sent us to the Mrt station. Talked with him all the way, non-stop due to so many things we need to catch up with each other. hahha, walked around Vivo like dumbass. and finally, head to starbucks since i was craving for Molten Chocolate cake. heeee :P Walked around and met up with both parents at Harbourfront center's food court. Papa treat us, hehehehe. Me and My Boo head off from there since we're done eating. and we decided to go back to my place. Spent time there, i sukeeeeeee :P Okay, enough. basically, thats about it. boring, i know! im tired to elaborate. okay bye! shall update more, My Boo is coming over. yeyeyeyeyyy! :D

I hugged him tight, and i cried :/

Holidaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

2010-12-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

Alright, shall do a proper one now :) Pictures at facebook okay? Indonesia was awesome la seriously.

First day, Monday : Woke up at 5am in the morning, which is like, frigging early and started to get ready. All so semangat horrrh. Waited for 615 for papa's friend to come over and pick us up and we head to the terminal. Have to wait for one hour, forgodsake. Surprisingly, i wasn't sleepy la okay. hahahaha! :D Got up the ferry, one hour in the ferry, end up i fell asleep -_- So much of my, not sleepy isittt. hahahhha! Crap la na~ Reached, we've got a tour guide named Rockie. He's flirting with me, forgodsake. hahahahaha. but he's funny ah. He even called my parents his parent's-in-law. Lol, Batam man -.- ahahah. walked around for half-day and we decided to check in the hotel. It's a I hotel. very nice, i like. First day not much, we had seafood breakfast, and we walked about the whole day. At night? Shake butt here and there. hahahahah! :D

Second day, Tuesday : Woke up, had breakfast at hotel and we went for a swim! :D ghees, only our family we conquer the whole swimming and jacuzzi (however it is spelt) hahhahah. Effing fun, seriously. till 12 we decided to go for lunch at the Nagoya Mall. It's fantastic there. There's A&W, J.Co, and many more. i brought two sorveniours for My Boo. hahahha, his Arsenal jacket and a wrist band with his name written on it *shhhh! he doesn't know about this. hehehehe* And oh, i brought something for Farhan too! :D yes, cause i didn't know what else to spent with my money. hahaha. Of course, i brought things for myself as well. hehehehe. A Chanel beg, a wrist band with my name written on it, a spongebob wallet, a perfume, a necklace and i did manicure plus my hair, a little cut and twirl. hehehehehe. Had dinner at Pizza Hut and J.Co. After a long day, decided to head back to hotel :)

Third day, Wednesday : Woke up, had breakfast at hotel as usual and went back to our room to pack our things and get ready to go home. Checked out at 1230, a driver sent us to the ferry terminal point and we head home. From there, Goodbye Indonesia :) Reached Vivo City, had Starbucks with family and Papa's friend fetched us up and we reached home safely, Thank God :D

Basically, that's about it. afterall, i really had fun for this year's holiday. hehehehhee, i enjoy more. I learnt alot of things between lives in Indonesia and Singapore. Singapore is a much well-to-be family. not like Indonesia, it's either your wealthy rich or your damn poor. I saw kids begging beside the roads, kids following us wherever we go just to ask for money. Imagine that?! :O and we're not allowed to give any money to them. Why? Cause once we start to give them money, they will call their gang to queue up infront of us for money. wow -.- okay, im done here. shall update more tmr okay :D byebye!

2010-12-23T21:24:00.000-08:00

Waddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup! Im back.

but, i won't update a proper one today.
Shall update PROPER soon okay.

byebye! :D

beautiful life.

2010-12-18T19:55:00.000-08:00

I thought of meeting My Boo today over at my house before i went off tmr. But sadly, last minute plan, he already gone to Genting today and will be back on Tuesday. Wah piang! So can't meet today lor, shit. should have met him yesterday ): Ahhh, stupid! Anyway, yesterday went over Aunt's house with Papa and Mama only. Eiliyah didn't tag along since she went out with her mother. Mama thought of asking My Boo along, but since he was out himself, so too bad -.- I spent the whole day with Mama and Papa. hehehehehe, good daughter much? I know right. Hmm, so i received the last msg from My Boo this morning. shitssszxzczxzcxzcxzc! Much misses horrrrr, babey? hahaha. Right, im not done with my packing actually. Lol. Can't wait for tmr. yipeeeee. so today, last post horrrr. Do wait for my return on Wednesday okay? :D I'm sooooo sexcited about it. weewuuuu ~ :P okay, im up pretty early today. nyeeeeeetttttt! Don't ask why, cause i miss my boo )): But he promised liao to meet me after I come back. yeyeyy! hehehehehe. okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D:D:D

as we go on, we remember all the times we had together.

2010-12-17T20:48:00.000-08:00

I've not packed my beg yet. See?! what did i told you?! Im sure to be doing something else instead of packing my beg right. bloody hell -.- My Boo will be going Genting tmr :O oh-oh, means ... the both of us will be out of town? Awhhh. hehehhe. Last night's conversation with him was ohhhhh sooo cute. but, as usual ahh. some parts, he irritating. hahahaha. I remembered we were talking about misses. and we went like,

My Boo : what you do when you miss me?
Me: Eat.
My Boo: No wonder you fat.
Me: Shut up, i don't want to friend you.
My Boo: I want.
Me: You want, your problem, i don't want.
My Boo: I tell teacher.
Me: -.-

hahahaha. how mentel can he be? I know righttttt ~ oh well, okay, so currently Im staring in front of the bloody computer, doing nothing cept, tumblr-ing and blogging while listening to 98.7fm and enjoying my Bandung. Oh? It's Firework from Katy Perry. hahaha, my blogsong. blablabla :P ehhhhhh, talking about Bandung, reminds me of .... [insert name here]. ugh, nevermind. My Boo hates him, Riki even describe and call him kental. So i guess, better forget it barhs. But, i don't have the guts to like, leave him alone. Forgodsake, no! I don't have feelings for him, but i don't know why. Maybe... just maybe, Fyrzanah knows why ;) okay, enough! Bye!

life.

2010-12-17T01:18:00.000-08:00

Nyaaaaaaahhooooii! ^^. Perangai Farhan la sangatss hor. Okay, so basically i'm getting pretty bored since nobody's entertaining me :( Sad life hor. k, no. but really. My Boo will be going for his training. so he can't meet me today when i was thinking to meet him today. wait, did i put my sentence correctly? hahahaha. aiyah, nevermind la eh. So i've been tumblr-ing the whole day today. pffft. I have to start packing my beg tomorrow. okay, better start tmr k, na :P Ya, so much of my packing -.- i will end up do something else tmr. hahhahaha. stupidddddd ~ kay la bye -.-

my friends is always better than yours.

2010-12-16T22:27:00.000-08:00

I remembered, this picture was when, My Boo already lazy liao to take picture with me. hahahaha, so i like, siok sendiri gitu lorrr. heheheheheh. Oh well, oh well :P Yesterday had dinner with Parents and Eiliyah at Sakura, again -.- That place, we treated like kopitiam alr hor. hahahaha. Mama ask me to bring My Boo along with us, but too bad. He's not feeling well, so he can't tag along. Anyway, Mama brought for me school shoes alr. and ANOTHER school bag :O ! I thought i alr had one? oh well. hahahah, Looking at the school stuffs, looks like i'm so ready to go school, when im actually not. Wtf? I know right. ergh ~ I don't want school. I'm still in my holidays mood :( Awh awhhhhhh. Can i skip school? Puhhh-leaseeeee. pffft. Just two days more and i'll be gone for Indonesia. Don't worry babey, i won't bring back any Indon guys. nyehahahahaha! :D I was bored just now, so i cleaned up my room. like, finally! hahah, So currently My Boo went for his Friday prayers while me? stucked at home -.- pffft, hahahaha. okay byebyebyebye!

Here's a little note for 'them'. Don't think i don't know what you guys are up to. HA HA! Pretending to be nice when in real fact, you guys are just like... ditching me and my friends. wtf. Show your true colours, babes :) Even if in true facts you girls hate us, oh well. its common. face the fact, you're jealous. nyehahahah! bleahbleahbleah. cause i got better friends then you guys. boohooooooo! Hate us for all you want, okay suckers? ^.^

missed.

2010-12-16T01:08:00.000-08:00

So as you'know, im not allowed to go for Dance practice today, due to what happen recently. Later pass out how? Aiyoh, naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ hahahaha. Oh well, So i stucked my ass at home today. yeah, didn't meet My Boo since he's having his fever and flu. Awh, get well soon babey. I miss him la! -.- pfft. anywayyyyyy, 3 more days to Indonesiaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ Weewuuuuu, and mama already started to pack her things. hahaha, standard ah, mak aku. tak kenal? Lol. I can't wait! Yeah, you'know right. how bored Singapore can be? Its just the same thing over and over again. aiyohhh. We need new place la hor, kan babey? hehehehehe. I've travelled enough already la around the world. So boring liaaaaaaao. Okay, im still wondering what to buy for My Boo when Im away. boohoooooooo ): I will miss My Boo more you'know! Shitzxzczxzcxzcxzczx! Okay, byebyebyebyebye. Tumblr now ~ :D

fast is flying super fast this time round.

2010-12-14T23:28:00.000-08:00

So yesterday, it turns out Fyrzanah didn't get to tag along with us since she's not allowed out. Grh -.- Oh well, nevermind. next time perhaps? gheee ~ So met up with the boys at bustop. and we walked to Downtown. Forgodsake, they should have met me at Downtown instead right? Dumb la they all. hehehehehehehe -.- kay, whatever. We watched Rapunzel. Its quite a nice show, but, My Boo just have to destroy everything. As usual laaaa he with his cheekyness. pfft. hahahaha. Farhan and Charles kept looking at us. Ahhhh, so cute la the both of them. hahahahah! and charles somehow went like, "No. i didn't look. well, i did. a little. but i tried my VERY best not to. Not like that fat boy, everytime he kept looking at you and Danny." hahahahah. i swear i laughed when he said that. lol. but still, that part was awesome. hehhehehe. Had meals before i made my move. My Boo wasn't feeling well and we decided to head home. Eventually, i didn't really head home straight. hehe, sorry babey :P

Anywayyyyyyy, Mama and Papa already brought for me my books for next year. Holy shit, sec three? Upper sec? I feel so like... newbie sia. Okay, Newbie sec three -.- whattttever. and you'know what, Mama went to brought for me the new uniform. yes, the one without pocket and the waist area is tighten. Holy shit, later can see body shape lerh. and still, she can say sexy whatttt -.- haiz, mama....mama *shake head* kay bye. i've got nothing more to say -.-

o.O

2010-12-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

Planned to meet Farhan, Charles, Fyrzanah and My Boo tmr. well, we'll see about that. Am not really in the mood to go to any meet ups. pfft. My Boo wanted to meet me today, but as usual ahhh. lazy like fuck horrr. I know, im bad. Cause its our 5th monthsary today. but, once im not in the mood, means im not. So, shut the fuck up. Im going to Private back my blog. So, people can't stalked my life anymore. Its getting on my nerves. ugh. Yeah, weird enough to see me blog at night? Cause i was just about to sleep, when papa called me. pfft. pa! -.- aiyoh. hahaha, okay, whatever. You can say i'm bored, thats why i blogged. blablabla. okay, shall tumblr now. bye! :D

a new environment where there's different types of characteristic.

2010-12-12T20:59:00.000-08:00

Firstly, Happy 5th monthsary to Me and My Boo!
Okayokay, its supposed to be our 7th month, but oh well ~ :D

hahahah. alright, so basically we went through ALOT this time. i mean, like seriously ALOT.
So many obstacles which we have to go through together.

but still, im very proud and glad we made it through horrrr, piggyyyyy ? :)
We didn't get to meet today, although he wanted to, but i dont think so :/
we shall meet tmr okay. so, yeah. thats about it. hehehehee.

My sunday was spent puuuuuuuurfectly! :D with both My Boo and my siblings. hehehehhehe. When mama heard My Boo is coming, she was feeling very blessed. hahahaa. i dont know why. Oh yeah, and she compliment My Boo saying he was charming and good-looking. Handsome like that la. hahahhah. but, bleah. look at her girlfriend la forgodsake. HAHAHAHA! I handsome what, that's why My Boo also handsome. hehehehehhee. okayyy, so after playing kite with them, head home and watched Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak 2. So funny, hahahaha. And between that movie, My Boo was being so cheeky horrr. hahahaha, whaaaaatever :P k, bye. i tired liao, havent had breakfast u'knowww! grrh.